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* Dear Diary:

June 25, 2022

Six months to live.......

Isn't that a great way to start off a diary entry.

When the doctors told me about my diagnosis and the way that it effect me I had to do some major thinking.

It was thoughts that I wasn't even ready to be thinking about at the moment, but whether I denied it or not the fact was

I was dying.

I said plenty of times to just wake me from this madness, this dream isn't real

But In reality it was just as real as I was.

Diary what I was going to do, how could I explain this to the people I love?,
to my fans?

They all deserve the truth and what's going to be going on with me but I wasn't ready for anyone to know.

To be honest I don't even know what will be next in my lifetime, but one thing that I do know is that I want him to be apart of it, and the only issue is that

He's currently happy.

Diary closed *


I shoved my diary back into my bag as the sounds of the beach waves came rippling through.

The sun was definitely getting its shine on, as I shielded my face with a nice hat.

Taking in a deep breath which I wouldn't have ever thought to enjoy as much, I ramble though my lunch bag.

I knew after the news that I got hit with yesterday at the doctors office I just wanted to clear my mind.

Three months, it's already been three months of nothing but a pure roller coaster rides.

Also it's been three months since our breakup and I was still hung up about it.

Please don't ask me why.

I guess im just a fool for love.

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