Ab"sin"the

DrEaM

I've always dreamt of something bigger
Much more greater than me

A better life, better skin
True happiness, a real smile
But it's just a dream

I feel like I've failed
Sleeping everyday
And praying for a miracle
I still can't explain why
I'll die with my dreams

Work hard?
I feel like I've tried enough
Even if I don't know where to start
I keep comparing myself with others
Wondering when I'll also shine

So, give up?
I don't know
I'm scared of everything
Trying and failing
And not trying at all

I guess I'll never know
If I'll ever be great
Or ever be happy
Why is it so far from my reach
Why does it seem so impossible?

Why am I dreaming about a life
That can never be mine?

Lmao just from reading this poem, you'll realize how much hope I've lost. I literally put no energy into this, and I'm sorry it's this bad.