I don't think I should be with you
If I'm this broken
But everything logical leaves
When your eyes are on me, or your hands are on my skin
I feel like I'm not good for you
Maybe because I leave people too often
And I don't want to leave you
But it's like a habit, I promise and fail
My mind is a mess
All I know is fighting against what I believe
Maybe we are meant to be
But everything that was meant to be mine
Never was, don't blame me if I don't believe
But for one last time
I'm ready to try again
Try not to run, leave you behind
Try to be good enough
And hide my brokenness
I'd be glad
If I make you happy, like you make me
I've always been attracted to toxic people
But you're different
I guess that's an improvement
Is this what better feels like?
I've always settled for less
Do you know what love feels like?
Sometimes I doubt I do
But then you show it to me
I chose to be blind, but trust me I see
I'm scared
Maybe when you see beneath all I've shown you
The danger in my eyes
The anger I'm hiding
And that little bit of toxicity I grew up with
Maybe you'd leave me
I'd like to think you won't
Maybe I'd leave you
But I doubt I would
Even if you make me cry
This is scary
I've been here before
But it's not the same
You're everything I've always wanted
But still I feel like running
I won't run, I'll stay
Lets do this, I'll try
One more time
One last time.
I always do this🥺
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