Love Poems || FINISHED

why

the only reason I started writing letters was that I loved you so much it was driving me insane.

I stopped because I got busier and I was able to stop thinking about you so much because I would see you.

but that made it worse because now it hurts so much I can't handle it. 

I'm not that strong. 

I can only take this for so long.

you cheated twice and I still love you.

but it hurts so much because you love her and I can see it.

I want to burn the letters, but then how will you understand why I did what I did every day.

I don't want to die but I don't want to live like this anymore.

you don't know how much I think about you because you just don't want to find out.

maybe you didn't cheat the second time. 

I guess you waited just around a few weeks, 

but you're still a traitor.

why do I still love you so much that it feels like my heart is being torn apart every day?

I hope that you're happier now, but know that if I die 

it was because I was thinking of you.