Love Poems || FINISHED

rollercoaster

one moment you have me happier than ever,

and the next I feel like I don't want to ever see you again. 

is it that I hold no meaning to you, 

that you carelessly play with my emotions

or is it just that you don't even know what you do to me?

Up then down, 

happy then sad.

please I just want to live and move on but you have me going in circles through the air, 

never really moving forward but still moving violently in all other directions.

my life is already an amusement park with hours of endless fun and food, 

a merry-go-round of endless overthinking till it makes you dizzy,

and a hall of mirrors where all my secrets lie.

But did you really need to renovate the place, 

and add a whirlpool of emotions on a ride that I wanted to get off?

I don't need any more highs, I have enough lows by myself already,

but with you, it was quick and exciting,

yet in the end it left me sick to my stomach and alone.

yet it seems I never left the ride because here I go again,

the ups and the downs and going in reverse,

it's all too familiar,

how could I have known that I was only preparing you for her.