Love Poems || FINISHED

You...<3

Why is it that with you I don't mind letting someone else take control?

I don't feel like I have to keep up the false face, or say I'm fine or okay when I'm not.

I can relax when I'm in front of you; I feel like I can fall asleep and not be afraid to drool.

When we fight, I feel the full weight of the words we say or don't say to each other weighing 

down on me like a heavy blanket of doubt, guilt, and regret. 

When I annoy you, or make you irritated, I wish I could take back the words or actions just to see 

you smile again.

Every day that I wake up earlier than you, I'm waiting for your text to light up my screen and my 

day. 

When you said "every time I talk to you I get a dopamine rush" I could have sworn my heart 

exploded into a million tiny pieces spread across the cosmos.

If you only knew how much you mean to me, rich or poor, slim or plump, kind or cold-hearted; I 

would still love you and support you through it all.

And if one day, you chose another to be yours, to love, and cherish, although you would leave 

me, my heart and love would go on with you. 

Whoever she may be, she would never know fully what gem stumbled into her life, the true 

beauty and worth of this priceless pearl. 

He would love her till the end of his life, give his all and even more to make her happy, and 

put his heart right next to hers every day. 

To her I say, this is someone that even I do not deserve, but it was decided that you should have 

him so enjoy every moment he is with you, thinks about you, does everything for you and builds

a family with you. 

He is someone that God blessed with the ability to interact well with other people; a strong 

influence for the worse or the better. 

His humor is simple, very silly but very much who he is so it is important that you be able to vibe 

with him at least for a little, if not you will be listening to hours of agonizingly dumb humor.

Trusting him is very easy but maintaining the trust both ways is a bit more difficult since he will 

want to focus on you communicating and sharing your issues with him so you don't bear them 

all alone.

This is where you need to take a stand and say, "Yes, thank you for your support, but now, let 

me support you like you have me. Let me into your heart and head, let me help your troubles go

away".

Be warned he is an intensive gamer, always has been, and always will be. No doubt he will 

probably pass it down to his children so you need to be careful to be a good counter-balance.

Otherwise, he is a gentleman, always attentive to being helpful although sometimes he may 

miss the main point. 

He does have qualities which need fine tuning, but who doesn't? I definitely do so I am in no 

position to judge.

All of this is to say, when the time comes for me to pass him on to someone he loves dearly and

let go, please just take good care of him and love him, and treat him even better than I did.

I have made so many mistakes and done so many things and said things I wish I could take back

but what has happened has happened and there's no taking it back.

 I've really enjoyed every second I spent with him because no matter if we fought or kissed he 

means the most to me and always will.