I told my friend "I don't even know why I try bro"
And she said "it's a part of life"
Which makes sense, but I really hope trying isn't the only reason I'm still alive
I would like to think life is more than that
More than giving your all
Until you can't anymore and you fall
That it's more then endless tears dripping down cheeks
Soaking my pillow case and my sheets
I would hope life will get easier so I can be less stressed
I'm exhausted of trying so hard and giving everything my best
And then when I fail, I lay and soak in self pity
I could've, should've done better. What's wrong with me?
The thoughts in my mind are constantly moving and rarely are they good
They tend to tear me down and make even the things I've done well, ruin the mood
I'm tired of this constant feeling of being drained
My mind, my body, and my eyes are constantly being strained
I've listened to 74,000 minutes of music this past year
I'm sure Each minute of that could share a tear
It's sad how sensitive I am and I like to blame other irrelevant things
But the truth is I fear disappointment and I fear failing
Every time something small happens I break
And I can't control my emotions or what I do and say
But once everything adds up I explode
I don't know how to deal with my emotions during that time so I just loathe
I don't want to spend my whole life trying so hard that I drown
Because god forbid this smile turns to a frown
I don't want to disappoint but i don't even know who
Is it my parents, god, me, or you?
I'm tired and my eyes just want to close
But they burn because of how dry they are
They've been drained of all their salty tears
And now I just listen to music as I silently lay here
CITEȘTI
My Poems
PoezieThis book simply contains poems that I've written. Some will be sad, others will be cute and happy. Some about people, others about nature. There is a quite a wide variety. Hopefully you like them :) Ps: I will put TW at the beginning of poems that...
