Love affair | Chacha

Im sorry it came to this

~Chapter 156~

~Still Flashback~
1 year ago

Chases POV:
No no no no no no no no no no no??!!?? what did I just do- wake up wake up! This isn't real. This isn't real.
I didn't just push someone down the stairs to their death-

Please be alive Mason!

I never thought I'd be saying that ever.

I can't kill someone?? I don't have money like Charli and I don't have a reason?!

I don't think the police are gonna give me any sympathy when I say he stole my girlfriend from me.

I need to do something??

I quickly ran down the stairs as fast as I could
Blood was gushing out of his head-

I can't believe this.

I killed Him. I killed someone. And for what? He slapped Charli.

He deserved to die for what he did.

No no no?! What am I thinking?!

He deserved it, he was a bad person.

Nobody deserves to be killed?!

Except him.

No no no?! Shut up chase shut up!
Maybe I can still save him?!

I looked at him bleeding on the ground.

I think it's safe to say he's dead...

Mason: "—-uhgh~-~~"

Oh my god?!
Thank god!
How did he survive that?!
Doesn't matter?! This means I'm not a murderer!

Wait- but what if he remember everything?! And I go to jail for attempted murder?! And my life gets ruined before it even starts?! 
Well let's hope he doesn't remember.

Mason: "-~-im~-"
He groaned

Mason: "-~gonna-~—-"

wow he really is close to death-

Mason: "——~~kill you!!!-~-~!!"

He does remember- oh my god he remembers?! Hes gonna get to a hospital and tell on me?!
What do I do?!

Do I deserve to live anymore than he does?!

Yes.

No?

Yes! I'm a good person! My life won't be ruined for his.

I looked at his almost dead corpse on the ground...

No?? I can't do that?!

It would be the easiest-

So?! He's a person?!

He's almost dead anyways? Nobody would even know he was missing.

But-

I pushed my hands around his mouth and nose and started suffocating him-

What am i doing?! What has gotten into me?! I'm a good person! I don't do stuff like this

I didn't stop suffocating him and all I heard was him groaning for help
His hands trying to stop me but too weak

It's the only way Mason...

Maybe you just shouldn't have dated my girlfriend...

Chase: "I'm sorry it came to this..."

His arms got weaker and he stopped resisting

I'm such a horrible person. I'm a murderer... and I didn't have to be one... I could have either went to jail for years but been an attempted murderer or be a real one and not go to jail at all...