Love affair | Chacha

I don't love you

                   ~Chapter 37~
I don't love you

Charlis POV:
Divorce Alexander? He knows I can't do that? Especially when I'm this close to getting the money? I don't understand if he feels so bad than why can't he just end things with blaire? It's not like it would even make a difference if I end things with Alexander. I don't feel guilty about any of this. I don't care if I'm hurting blaire neither do I care if I'm hurting Alexander. I Just don't want to hurt Chase.

Even if I did divorce Alexander how would I know that chase and I won't break up a week later. My life would be ruined. I'd have nothing left. It's too risky

Chase: "I know this idea might sound crazy-"
Charli: "might? Yes it does sound crazy. You sound out of your mind."

I don't want to say no to him but I'm gonna have to

Chase: "just think about it love? We could be a public relationship, we could move out, get a house together and we'd be happy"

Is he crazy?? We started dating 2 weeks ago?? He does not know how relationships work. I cannot move in with him. Plus aren't we already happy?? Why does he want to go further??

Charli: "we've been together for 2 week Chase? I'm not moving in with you"

He is out of his mind

Chase: "I know it's really fast but does it really matter? I love you Charli?"
Charli: "well I don't love you?!"

I didn't just say that- no- I didn't mean it like that-
I love him obviously, just not in the same way that he loves me yet

He nodded

I could tell he was holding back tears

Charli: "Chase I didn't-"
Chase: "no I get it."

I smiled in pain

Chase: "you don't love me, I get it. You don't have to explain"

He walked away

Charli: "Chase wait"

He ignored me and got in the car

Great. This is just great. Ugh I ruined everything once again.

He can't be mad at me for not loving him, I think he's just upset. Il give him some time.

I don't think we are broken up yet, I can still fix this.

He will probably be the one apologizing to me, which isn't a healthy relationship because Im the one who messed up but he's just too nice to not apologize so it's not his fault.

He doesn't really know how relationship work does he? He's only been in 2 his entire life. He's a great boyfriend he's just really bad at knowing when to go to the next level considering all that time he's spent in metal hospitals I don't think he's ever been in a normal relationship. Every relationship he's been in has moved fast.

Chases POV:
I shouldn't have stormed out... it's not her fault she doesn't love me I don't know why I expected her to love me when she's never even said it.
I'm just confused at this point. I thought we had a serious relationship but now I'm not sure if it was just me who felt that.
Maybe I'm pressuring her to much, we've only been together for 2 weeks and I asked her to move in with me.  I didn't mean to ask it like that, I just wanted her to divorce Alexander and I assumed she'd have nowhere else to live so why not move in together