Ilan araw rin kaming nagsigawan at hindi nagpansinan. We can't stand each other kaya walang nagawa ang mga boys kung hindi ang ikulong kami and it's such a horrible idea. They think that if we spend the night together magiging okay na kami the next day. That will never happen. Ayaw ko talaga kay Travis kasi nayayabangan ako sa lahat ng ginagawa at sinasabi niya.
"Open this damn door! I swear pag nakalabas ako dito lagot kayong lahat sa akin." Sigaw ko while banging the door nonstop. "Lalo ka na Alex!"
I know the guys are still outside dahil naririnig ko ang bulungan nila at tawanan nila. They are really dead. I just kept on banging the door kahit na alam kong wala rin 'tong silbi. What's the use of locking the door if bubuksan rin nila dahil lang sa pagsigaw ko.
"Not until you two talk." Narinig kong sigaw ni Greg sa labas habang tumatawa.
"Look, we're okay. Bati na kami. Right Trav? Open this damn door!" Napatingin sa akin si Travis by the mention of his name but he just rolled his eyes at me.
"Josh! Charles!" I kept on calling out their names for the next fifteen minutes habang prenteng nakahiga si Travis sa kama while his hands are on his head and let himself be comfortable.
"Hindi mo ba ako tutulungan?"
He just looked at me lazily and said, "Why would I? Ikaw nga walang nagawa. Nagsasayang ka lang ng pagod. Why don't you just sit and relax? Bubuksan rin nila yan."
What? He's unbelievable! How can he say that. How can he relax while I'm panicking. Is he not aware na kaming dalawa lang ang nandito sa kwarto and the fact that we don't even get along to start with.
I scold myself for even asking him to help me. Nababaliw na ata ako.
After that he resumed his sleep while I resumed shouting and kicking the door. Sisirain ko 'to pag nakalabas ako dito! I don't care what Alex's parents might say basta sisirain ko 'to!
I mean why would they do that? We've been like this for what, 2 years? Bakit ngayon lang nila 'to gagawin. Sanay na sila sa away namin palagi so why now? Kahit ano naman gawin nila wala pa rin magbabago. Just look at him! Wala nga siyang pakialam.
Just like what he told me earlier, napagod rin ako. I know when to give up. Feeling ko nga mapapaos na ako kakasigaw ko. The first thing that I'd do when I get out of here is kick all their ass that's for sure.
Nilingon ko ang nahihimbing na tulog ni Travis sa kama. Wow ha! Ang sarap pa ng tulog niya. As much as I want him in bed-
Wait that sounded so wrong. I mean mas okay nang tulog siya kaysa gising siya.
I pushed him using my feet to wake him up pero gumalaw lang siya so he left me no choice when I kicked him out of the bed.
"What the fuck?" Sigaw niya habang hawak ang ulo niya. "Kailangan mo ba talagang manipa?"
Hindi naman malakas ang pagsipa ko sa kanya. It's his fault that he fell. I only kicked him slightly but he rolled over kaya nahulog siya.
"Inaantok ako." Sabi ko.
"So?" Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay at nagbabalak pa siyang bumalik sa kama.
"So? So, you need to get off the bed kasi matutulog ako."
"Where do you want me to sleep then?" He asked slightly challenging me.
"Anywhere but here! Sleep on the couch or sa floor." Sabi ko habang pumepwesto sa kama. There is no way that I'm going to sleep in that couch at lalo na ang makatabi siya.
"Bakit hindi ikaw? Nauna ako dito."
There is no need for me to explain why I hate him so much. Kung bakit hindi nalang siya magpakagentleman tutal nakapagpahinga na siya kanina. He should let me sleep in bed while he should be on the couch. Diba dapat ganon? Pero hindi ganun ang nangyari. He's Travis after all.
