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Helena META (Azur Lane)

🎀 Helena META:  "Alone and Memories"
🎀 Enjoy!
⚠️ No Warnings.

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We are ashes.
We are particles of ashes who continuously wander in the sea.
We are called...
META.

Helena:  'Hello, I'm the Brooklyn-class ship, Helena... Nice to meet you, Commander.'

Helena META:  We wander...
Helena META:  Why?

Helena:  'Commander... Am I useful to you?'

Helena META:  We keep wandering...
Helena META:  But for what reason?
Helena META:  What purpose?
Helena META:  What's our motive?

Helena:  'You see, I'm more confident when I'm with you, Commander. But I want more...'

Helena META:  It's nothing that you need to know.
Helena META:  Unlike the ships that was once us...
He,Edna META:  We META ships are different.

Helena:  'Commander, I want to be the girl that you can always count on.'

Helena META:  We don't ponder on our pasts.
Helena META:  We don't let little things get in the way.

Helena:  'I want to be the center of your attention.'

Helena META:  We do what is needed to be done.
Helena META:  That's why, I won't let my past overcome me.
Helena META:  I don't need your help.

Helena:  'Commander, can I be selfish?'

Helena META:  I will become someone beyond my past.
Helena META:  I won't let you (my past) get in my way.

Helena:  '...Will you love me, Commander?'

Helena META:  I won't let you (my past) get in my way.
Helena META:  I will fulfill my mission.
Helena META:  No matter what...

Within the horizon, Helena META stands on the deep blue waters with the utmost coldness in her eyes.
She hated these types of imaginations.
She knows she's not her anymore.
That selfishness, wanting to be loved by the commander, is now no more.
Those types of feelings, she no longer had no use for them anymore.
She can only count on herself, Code-G, and the rest of the Ashes and METAs she's allied along the way.

Helena META:  "Ugh... these thoughts again."

???:  "Are you okay, honey?"

Helena META:  "Yes, I'm fine. Just having useless thoughts again."

???:  "About your past self and the Commander?"

Helena META:  "..."
Helena META silently gazes to the side.

???:  "It's okay. You don't have to force yourself to answer, Helena. I already know."

Helena META:  "That's alright. But will you be okay out there? Is your health okay? You're not getting any flashbacks?"

???:  "I'll be fine, I'm more worried about you."

Helena META:  "... It's okay. She is not me. And I'm not Helena anymore. I am a new her, Helena META. I am just a mere ash who is to fulfill my mission and wander in the seas. I won't let my past nor the commander get in my way."

???:  "I see."

Helena META:  "I'll continue to wander around for more information gathering. I will clear out these incoming sirens."

???:  "Please be careful, Helena."

Helena META:  "You too, Yorktown."

The both separate.
Helena META continues to wander.

Helena META:  "I'll be sure that the past won't interfere with our affairs. We both are Helena, but..."

Her SG Radar beeps.
Four sirens ahead.

Helena META stops and gets ready to battle the sirens now in front of her.
She who now stares down at her foe.
Helena's eyes beams.
Sirens unfazed with her glowing red eyes.
But was unprepared of the now post bombardment Helena decided to give to them as a gift.

Helena META:  "That past is no longer a part of me."