New's POVI woke up super super early in the morning. I woke up at 6 am, where I will go outside at 9 am. I am super super excited. I don't even wake up this early on my college day. I am just falling more and more in P'Tay's love as the day passes.
I took a shower for about an hour today. I am now standing in front of my closet. I don't know what should I wear. Maybe, I should have gone to shopping. Alas, I didn't go to shopping when Gun offered me and now I am regretting it badly. This is probably one of the biggest regret of my life.
I can actually pull off any colour and clothes but what am I going to wear today. Umm.... What about this red shirt?? I look really good in red, I think..... Ohh No!!! We are going to a graveyard. Ummm... P'Tay will think me a freak if I wore red in a graveyard. Shiaaaa!!! What will I wear now!!!!
Maybe blue??? Ummm this is to fancy to wear in a graveyard... Green?? Noo.... Yellow?? Too bright to wear in a graveyard. What does people wear in a graveyard??!!! I am thinking deeply what to wear while rejecting every cloth of mine and throwing it on my bed. Great! Now my whole room is a mess. God! Help me!
Maybe.. I should google it??!! But what should I google?? '' What to wear on a graveyard date?? or What to wear while going on a date disguised as a graveyard visit?''
New! just stop! Google will send mental help to you after searching it.Maybe... I should go naked.
What a luck of mine!! My second date and it was also in a graveyard. New, you should get a life!
What about white??? Umm... but it will look to simple as a date outfit....
What about black?? I look good in black and black also can be wear in graveyard... YESSS!!! Black!!! Black is the colour!!!!
And finally, now I am wearing a black jacket with a white tee shirt and black jeans. I guess I am looking pretty decent and good to go on a date and graveyard at the same time with this outfit.
Yes New! Yes!!!! I just killed two birds with one stone with this black, simple but good outfit.
I have gone too much crazy in love that now I am going to accompany someone to a graveyard, which I am assuming a date. Uhhh!! I sighed thinking about my stupidness. People see flower, butterfly when they fall in love, meet the one they love but here I am going to on a graveyard and probably going to see a ghost.I guess, I should stop overthinking. I will control myself and take things as slowly as possible. I am sure P'Tay is not ready to go on a relationship with someone right now. He just lost his best friend, who he considered more than a brother and he is still recovering from that trauma. He is still in a vulnerable condition. He needs time. He needs space. And I will give him that much time and space he wants. I will silently stand beside him until the day he holds my hand and give me his permission. I will wait for him. I will wait for him till my last breath. And I believe one day we will be together.
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Déjà vu (OffGun)
FanfictionSomeone is not moving after saving Gun. Is he dead? What will happen when destiny will make a human and ghost fall in love? Will you still love someone though you know, you two will never have a future? ''I too know that we have no future togethe...