Harry Styles Imagines

Love Language

Your' POV

RoseMarie and I was just coming back from Nashville,TN. It has been a really long week for the both of us. We were in New York Monday -Tuesday then in Nashville, TN Wednesday until today back home in LA. We caught a uber back to her house. I wanted to stay and hang with her until I had to deal with...well Harry.

The relationship with Harry and I is a long and complicated story. I'll explain later.

Rose brought out our favorite bottle of wine and 2 wine glasses for both me and her. I honestly feel like right now at this point i need 6 bottles of wine to make it through the rest of the evening.

"I see the anxiety all over your face girl" Rose said making fun of me.

"I honestly don't want to see him" I said being truthful because I really don't think I'm ready.

"Yeah whatever you are still going to see him. You miss him & you know that's your boo" Rose jokes around with me not taking me seriously

"No for real I am seriously feeling like I'm not in a place to be around him right now. Because every time we get together we end up were we always do" I said then Rose cuts me off.

"Ass naked in the bed" Rose says cutting me off and she laughs and I can't lie its funny because it's true.

"Ro it's not funny I'm trying to be for real right now" I said whining because I don't want to laugh.

"Whaaaatever, don't call me up saying "damn Ro you was right" ...nah uh, I don't want to hear it" Rose said with tough love

"I really hope that doesn't happen. I will be so mad at myself" I said honestly

"Well in all seriousness, I hope you don't do it to yourself because you guys need to figure out what's going on. Like what are y'all really doing right now?" Rose asked. That's a question everyone wants to know and We are still trying to figure that out.

"I honestly couldn't tell you what's going on. I can just say that no matter how mad or how complicated our situation is we still are a situation" I said . That sounds so stupid

"I don't even know what to say about that" Rose said and then right on que Harry just texted me.

' Just landed, be over in an HR '

I just texted him back and said ok. I told Rose that I was leaving and I will call her later. I had my car at Rose house because we left from her place since it's closer to the airport. We always fly out together because we work together.

I was glad to be driving because it helped me mentally prepare myself for whatever. With Harry nowadays you never know.

The long story about me and Harry is we have been for each other for 6 years pretty much ever since he became famous. One direction was always apart of a children charity that I would always volunteer for because I love children.

I always said when I grow up I want to have kids, get married and be a teacher. But all of that pretty much changed over time. My life took a complete detour since I've become a part of Harry's life.

Our friendship hit it off right from the start. After annual visits to the charity we stayed connected on and off. Then when he would come to live in LA for awhile as well as on tours I would come to see him. Then one day we finally just fess up to saying hey I care about you and I want to be with you and then boom we were together in a relationship that nobody knew about. We never confirmed to the public that we were together. It wasn't in the public eye anyway. Fans just thought we were friends which was nice but of course some actually believed that we were together which some of them were right.