Harry Styles Imagines

Know What Its Like part 2

"What side of the bed do you want to sleep on?" Harry asked me

"This side is good" I said nervously.

I didn't expect the room with the hot tub to have just one bed. It's usually two beds but something happened where we didn't get the same cabin. This shouldn't be awkward. I've slept close to Harry before & nothing happened. Ok maybe I grew a little crush but I'm past that now. I guess I'm afraid of what Sydney will think. I don't want to hurt her.

"Hey what's up?" Harry asked me

"Huh what?"

"You look i don't know....nervous, what you don't want to sleep with me?, you have before" Harry questions me.

"No it's not that at all....let's just the address the elephant in the room"

Harry looked around himself. Then back at me with confusion.

"I'm confused" Harry said.

I walked over to him and sat him down with me on the couch.

"Harry, have you spoke to Sydney?"

"Yes, all the time we are good, why are you so concerned?"

"Harry I'm her best friend.& "

"Your my best friend too" Harry interrupts me to argue a fact.

"Yes & you are. I just.....I don't want her to think bad of this. If you guys are good, how come you didn't ask to room with her?"

"I didn't ask because it's not a good idea to be in a situation like this after all that was recently said and done that's not the best idea at this given circumstance" Harry says having a good point

I just inhale and exhaled deeply just not feeling easy about it.

"Ok, I get this doesn't look good. I see how I put you in a uncomfortable position. I get it. It was never my intention, but I don't want to share with the lads, & I don't think it's a good idea to be in the same sleeping room with Sydney. You are what I need right now"

"I'm here for you Harry."

"Thanks, I'm going to need it"

"Harry, no matter what happens this weekend, or what happens in the next few months to come promise we will be there for each other no matter what"

"That I can always ensure you of. I'll always will be there for you no matter what. That's a given"

"Thanks" I said still nervous

"Hey there's no need to be nervous. Look if it helps I'll make sure I'll spend more quality time with Sydney. & make her more comfortable"

"That will help me a lot," I said hugging him

"Ok so, how about we join Sophie & Chuck downstairs. I'll make tea & you make us some brownies"

"Ok" I said simply.

We left the couch to leave the room. And as soon as we came out I didn't expect to see Sydney standing there.

"Syd" I said calm as possible. I tried to not look like a deer in headlights, or like a 15 year old girl caught in the act of doing something she shouldn't be doing with another 15 year old boy.

"Hey" Syd said while looking back and forth between me and Harry.

"Are you just going to stand there like you don't love us both, where's the love" Harry said breaking this fast to awkward moment.

Sydney snapped out of it & hugged Harry first and then me. I prolonged the hug.

"I've missed you" I said to her

"I've missed you." Syd said. I'm not sure after her seeing me with Harry just now, I question if that statement is really sincere.

"Come, I was just about to make brownies help me" I said trying to perk up.

"Ok but help me get my bags to my room first" Syd said

"I'll be down making tea. Hurry up " Harry said leaving us.

"You and Harry sharing a room?"

"Yes, you know the rule we all made. It just kinda happened. "

"Of course we have to be fair, we did make that room for a reason "

"Sunny, listen you know we are here to enjoy each other company, to celebrate the holidays, to be merry, to bond & deepen our relationship together. That's what it's all about. You know what you mean to me don't you?"

"I suppose"

"Oh come on don't act like that, you know. You know you are my best friend & I would never hurt you. I know you feel some type of way about me sharing a room with Harry. I know how you feel about him. I know you think I feel otherwise about Harry being just a friend. I keep telling you I don't have those feelings that you have for Harry. I just don't. We are friends. No matter what I'll always be here for you & I'll alway be there for him too. Ok?"

"Your right I'm over reacting. I just.......I guess I'm just haven't moved on. I still feel some type of way. I really did hope we could be more than friends....but I think I don't know."

"Hey I get it. Everything is going to be ok. Maybe right now it's just not meant to be at this moment. You never know the turns and twist of this thing called life. You turn the page and then BOOOM! You are Harry's baby mama. You never know" I said jokingly to make her smile.

"Baby mama really? Really? ". Syd chuckles.

"Come on, unpack later I'm ready to make a snack, my throat is dry & I smell tea. Let's go" I said dragging her along.

We made brownies & finally we were all together by 4 this afternoon. Me, Harry, Sydney, Sophie, Chuck, Allen, Joe, Will, David, & Taylor.

All the girls came together to make a great dinner for everyone. We played our famous uno tournament. I made it all the way to the end & lost to Chuck being the cocky winner as always. We opened a bottle of Moët & made a toast. We then went on a serious to watch the entire 2nd season of the TV shows Blacklist. & Power.

I began nodding off to sleep. Until he shook me awoke.

"Hey go get some sleep" Harry told me.

"I'm awake"

"We stopped it. We will watch the rest in the morning while eating breakfast "

"Ok"

I looked around & noticed that Syd was sleeping. Joe picked her up & carried her to the room that they would share. Harry & I followed behind them in the direction of where our room was.

I entered first then followed by Harry closing the door behind us. I climbed in bed & so did he. I noticed it's a chill in the room. I got back out of bed & grabbed my fuzzy heavy blanket & got back in bed.

"It's chilly. I'll cut the heat up some more" Harry offered.

He got out of bed to turn the heat on some more.

"Thank you" I said through a unexpected tired yawn.

"Get some sleep." Harry said coming back to his side of the bed.

"Ok, good night Tarzan sleep tight" I mumble softly

"Goodnight lemon cup" Said by Harry the last words is hear before I enter the land of dreams.