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Rebecca's POV:
“Oh my God, did he even call you again after that?” Hannah asked shocked, eyes wide.
“No and I'm really worried—I can feel that something's wrong.” I blurted, my heart racing with agony as I walked through the hallways.
“W-what if Niall's in the same status?” she said with worry, her boots hitting hard the carpet from behind me.
“Let's hope he's not.” I said anxiously as I headed towards the door.
“Oh God,” she took a deep breath.
Loud laughs and voices were heard from Harry's room, making me furrow my brows. I stood right outside the door and my throat suddenly felt tight as a lump appeared in there. Just as I raised my hand to knock at the door, I heard a girl's laugh from the other side, making me freeze.
I blinked, my heart skipping beats. Did I just hear a girl? I locked eyes with a shocked Hannah, her expression mirroring mine. Fear appeared in the pit of my stomach as terrible thoughts came to my head.
I gulped before knocking loudly on the door. I fisted my palms by my sides as I waited impatiently someone to open the door. My stomach twisted when the door opened and a topless guy—very muscular and hot—appeared, smelling alcohol. His bloodshot eyes and messy hair showed how much he had drank, wich was a lot.
“Helloooo, girls,” he slurred, smirking at us.
Hannah rolled her eyes and walked past him, shoving his shoulder in the process. I followed her and stepped in, ignoring the guy that whistled behind us. My eyes were ready to pop out when I took in the sight.
Boys everywhere, all of them drunk. The room smelled like alcohol and cigarette, burning my nostrils. I saw three girls only in their bras and panties laughing and acting like stupid teenagers, straddling some guys' lap with their bare legs. I spotted Dan sleeping on the floor and then Niall on his bed. Hannah immidiately ran towards him, placing her hand on his forehead and trying to wake him up.
Fear and anxiety grew stronger inside of me as I looked everywhere for Harry but didn't find him. “Where's Harry?” I asked, my tone demanding.
A topless guy turned to look at me, a big tattoo covering his arm. He looked hot as he held the beer in his hand, but I didn't pay any attention to his features. He smirked and looked at me from head to toe before responding.
“In the bathroom, but trust me babe, you don't wanna interrupt.” he winked, his words making my heart stop.
Tears formed into my eyes as I stared at the guy, my body frozen. I swallowed hard before turning around and moving to the door. I took a deep breath as I rested my hand on the doorknob, preparing myself for what's coming next.
I opened the door to see him. Right there. Lying in the bathroom shirtless, his messy hair covering half of his face. A blonde girl lying on top of him, only in her bra and thong. She rested her head on his chest, both of them asleep.
My heart fell down to my stomach and the tears made my vision blurry. My body felt numb and my voice was gone as pain, shock and anger crashed me down into pieces. I chocked a sob, my chest tightening as I kept staring at them.
“Rebecca did you find—,“ Hannah's words came to a halt as she stepped in, her eyes falling of them.
“Oh my God..” she whispered, her voice quiet but still audible.
I didn't know what I wanted to do. Scream, cry, shout, stay, leave, wake him up and tell him that I loved him more than anything and he betrayed me in the worst way possible, wake him up and wish him all the good in the world and then dissapear from his life for good, wake him up and make him feel like trash for doing this to me...I didn't know what to pick.
My heart broke inch by inch, every wound hurting more than the other and the tears wanted to fall. My body shook as I gasped for air, sobs coming past my lips. Hannah placed her hand on my shoulder, coming closer to me.
“Come on, we better leave,” she murmured gently and I saw her from the corner of my eye staring at me with worry.
I didn't reply. I kept staring at the love of my life lying with another girl, feeling my heart sinking as the view burned my brain. This hurt more than anything Harry's done to me, and I knew that I couldn't stand it anymore.
“Rebecca sweetie, c'mon, don't look at them.” Hannah gently tugged at my arm, trying to take me out of there.
“No.” I suddenly spoke boldly. I ignored the painful jolts that hit my heart and let the anger take over. “Not yet.” and with that, I walked closer to them.
My hand grabbed a fistful of the girl's hair and pulled her back, waking her up right then. She let a loud whine as I tightened my grip, making her look up at me with shock. I clenched my teeth as I pressed her head down, making her forehead hit the marbel wall. She screamed in pain but I didn't stop. I did it three more times until I saw him opening his eyes and giving me a weird look.
“R-Rebecca?” he stuttered, his green bloodshot eyes staring at me with shock.
Hearing his voice say my name brought another jolt of pain to my heart but I ignored it. I felt Hannah's hand gripping tightly on my arms, struggling to push me back and away from the girl. Harry sat up and reached to grab my wrists but I quickly let go of the girl's hair and took a step back, not wanting him to touch me.
The girl groaned in pain and sniffled while I glared at Harry. She was still on top of Harry and I wanted her to leave the hotel as soon as possible. Harry gave me a worried look and quickly got out of the bath and left the girl still in there, his weight towering me.
Hannah pulled me back to her and took a step in front of me, glaring up at Harry. Harry raised a brow as he stared down at her, still drunk to realize what a mistake he's done.
“You are such a jerk!” Hannah shouted at him, surprising me.
Harry gave her a weird look. “What?” he chuckled.
I pursed my lips tightly and pulled Hannah back before standing in front of her. Harry's eyes locked on mine and the pain came on the surface again.
“How could you?” I asked, looking at him with teary eyes.
He blinked. “What's wrong, babe?”
I let a humorless laugh and Hannah rolled her eyes. “Don't call me babe!” I snapped, glaring at him.
He gave me a bewildered look. “Rebecca, what happened?” he asked, sounding confused.
I scoffed. “Don't act like you don't remember!” I shouted, my voice coming out strong. “Look at the slut you probably fucked only minutes ago!” I pointed at the girl that stared at me with a bewildered look, a thin line of blood trailing down her noise.
Harry's gaze moved to the girl, confusion written all over his features. I breathed heavily as the pain coursed every cell of my body, making the tears ready to fall.
Harry looked back at me, realization hitting him hard. His pale bloodshot green eyes widened and his hands rose to a calming gesture. “Rebecca—it's not what you think.” he said firmly, shaking my head.
“Oh really?” I looked at him with disbelief. I saw from the corner of my eye the girl standing up and getting out of the bath. Good, she better leaves. “Do you expect me to believe that you two did nothing while naked in the bathroom, both of you probably drunk?!” I shouted at the top of my lungs, tears running down my cheeks.
He shook his head furiously, pain flashing in his eyes. “Rebecca I swear we didn't do anything! I didn't have sex with her—it was just a stupid game the boys made me participate but I swear, I swear Rebecca I didn't fuck her!” he shouted back, taking a step closer.
I took a step back. I then realized the girl and Hannah left the room, giving us some privacy. I hope Hannah beats that girl's ass.
My chest tightened as I saw his expression turning to sad. “How could you do this to me? After everything we've been through? After what you told me on the phone only a couple of minutes ago?” I asked through sobs, the tears burning at the corner of my eyes like hell.
“Rebecca, listen to me. This is not what you think it is. I compelled the girl to come inside so she can fuck with the other boys—not me,” he said, his green eyes scanning my own.
I scoffed and felt the salty tears connect to my lips. “Do you really expect me to believe that, Harry?! You were the one that lied there naked with her!” I claimed, pointing at the bath.
“It's just because of that fucking game!” he exclaimed, throwing his hands in the air.
I shook my head, the tears still running down my cheeks as my heart broke into pieces. “I thought you said you would try. I thought you couldn't live without me. What happened to all those things you said? They were all lies, weren't they?” my voice came out weaker now.
He sighed heavily and took another step closer to me. I took one back, seeing the hurt flashing behind his eyes at my reaction. He ran a hand through his hair before looking down, his face covered in sadness.
“Rebecca, you have to believe me..” he mumbled.
Silence filled the air between us, the only muffled sound was from the other side of the door where the boys kept laughing and yelling. I stared at the guy I love and I just couldn't believe how this Harry—how my Harry did this to me.
“You can pack your bags and leave when you come back to San Diego, but don't look for me,” his eyes snapped upwards to look at me with pain and shock. “Because you lost me.” I turned around and grabbed the doorknob, opening the door.
The door slammed shut by Harry's hand and I gasped in shock. I turned around to see him staring at me with worried, pained eyes that brought more tears to my eyes. His face was inches away from mine, his breath hitting my upper lip.
“Rebecca, you can't leave...not before you see everything on your own..” he murmured, making me frown.
“What are you talking about?” I sighed heavily, my heart tugged.
“I know you don't trust me at the moment, but you will when I'll show you.” he mumbled and reached to take my hand.
I jerked his hand away. “No.” I shook my head. “Don't touch me.” I said, my voice shakey.
“You want to know what happened? Let me take your hand,” he held his hand out and I glanced at it with teary eyes.
I breathed heavily, my chest rising and falling. “N-no.” I didn't want him to touch me, I didn't want to listen to any more lies. I just wanted to leave. This pain is too much.
“Rebecca, believe me, you must see it.” he said, nodding once.
My breath hitched when his hand touched mine, the contact of skin on skin bringing jolts of electricity flooding through me. I sucked in a breath as he brought his hand that held mine on his chest, right above his heart. Suddenly, scenes of a drunk Harry flashed behind my eyes, making me frown in confusion. More scenes of Harry laughing and drinking flashed and then I saw him stepping into the bathroom. I listened to him talking to me on the phone, making my eyes widen in shock as I stared at Harry.
The scene of Harry throwing the bottle against the wall made me gasp quietly before I saw him leaving the bathroom and heading to open the door. The blonde girl appeared behind the door and my eyes burned with tears again.
I shook my head as I stared into Harry's eyes. “No, Harry please no, I don't want to see it..” I whispered.
“Just look..” he said lowly.
My heart shook with fear as I saw more scenes of Harry and the blonde girl. He let her inside and compelled her to go to the group of guys across the room. She went and straddled a guy's lap with her legs, making all the other boys whistle and yell. Harry smirked as he leaned against the wall, staring at the girl making out with his teammate.
More scenes of the girl making out with other boys as Harry sat on a loveseat with a beer in his hand flashed behind my eyes, making me wait for the big moment. I then saw the boys urging Harry to join their truth or dare game and after some cursing and groaning, he finally gave in and joined. They dared him to drink another bottle of beer wich he did and to take off his tee wich he did.
A guy then with black hair dared him to go to the bathroom with the blonde girl and Harry went skeptical for a moment before standing up. They both entered the bathroom and Harry closed the door behind. My entire body tensed as I waited to see them kiss or undress themselves.
The blonde girl danced in front of Harry but he kept his gaze glued on the floor. My heart raced with anxiety when the girl moved closer to him and wrapped her arms around his neck. Harry suddenly pushed her back and scowled at her before saying he's feeling dizzy. He lied on the bath and groaned, squeezing his eyes shut.
The girl laughed and went near him. Harry warned her to stay away, before he passed out in the bath. The girl smirked and got in the bath, lying on top of Harry before closing her eyes and passing out, too.
“Oh God..” I whispered.
Harry nodded. “Do you believe me now?” he asked.
I felt his heartbeat underneath my palm as it was pressed on his bare, burning skin. I furrowed my brows before speaking.
“How do I not know you're not compelling me?” I asked.
He gave me a “don't be stupid” look. “You know I would never compel you for anything.” he mumbled.
I sighed heavily, a huge wave of relief washing through me and make the broken pieces of my heart reconnect again. I couldn't help but close my eyes shut and tilt my head back on the door, tears of relief and happiness rolling down my stained cheeks.
I was caught of guard by Harry pressing his lips against mine, making my heart flutter. I felt alive again, I felt my blood running in my vains, I felt my heart beating again. Everything came back to life, just with Harry's kiss.
I kissed him back, my hands cupping his neck. His hands landed on my waist and pulled me against his body. He tasted like alcohol but I couldn't care any less. I needed Harry, I needed to be with him, I needed to tell him I love him.
“I'm sorry for not believing you.” I mumbled against his lips.
“You didn't have much of a choice,” he joked lightly.
I let a small chuckle and slid my tongue in his mouth. His tongue brushed against mine before he pulled back and rested his forehead against mine.
“Would I really had lost you?” he asked, his eyes flitting back and forth into my own.
I nodded. He pressed his lips in a tight line. I gave him a sad smile before pecking his lips once more. He sighed when I pulled back and I knew that the thought of me leaving him haunted him.
“Do you have any idea how much it hurt seeing you with her?” I asked, my voice cracking as new tears formed into my eyes.
He gave me a sad look. “Believe me, I do.” he murmured.
“Don't you ever do something like that, Harry. I won't stand it and I will leave you, no matter how much it will hurt both of us. I don't know if I'll be able to stand it or forgive you, got it?” I said firmly.
Something flashed behind his eyes before guilt appeared in his green irises. I sighed heavily before wrapping my arms around his neck and hugging him close to me, hiding my face in his neck.
It took a little longer for him to hug me back but when he did, it felt right again. It felt safe and familiar. He kissed my hair and then my neck.
“I wish I was good enough for you..” he whispered against my skin.
“You are, Harry. You're just underestimating yourself,” I muttered.
He sighed heavily again and held me tighter. “I won't stand it if I lose you, Rebecca.”
“You won't, if you don't do stuff like these to me.”
“You know that's impossible. I always somehow manage to hurt you..”
“Then we will try. For us.”
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