"Maybe the hardest part of life is just having the courage to try."
~ Rachel Hollis
Part 57
Angel's Pov
My head hurts, it's like someone is hammering my head. Then everything rushed into my head, whatever happened before I saw .. Ian.
I opened my eyes with a gasp, Ian , God help me. I held my head and felt myself hanging upside down while the earth was shaking.
No, it's. .it's Ian, he is walking with me hanging on his shoulder. No, no, no it's not happening.
"No Ian, please leave me, please" I pleaded but he just laughed at my words. I cried my eyes out while still begging him to leave.
Blood was rushing to my brain and I felt very dizzy. I punched his back to let me go but he didn't even bulge. He pulled out my heels from my feet and threw them away.
After walking for so long, he put me down harshly and I fell down. I was breathing heavily while he just stared down at me.
"I have missed you lina" I cried heavily as he called me with that name.
"Please Ian, I want to go home, I want to go to Blaize." I said and slowly stood up.
His face confronted anger and he pushed me hard against a tree making me yelp in pain.
"Blaize, Blaize, Blaize, don't you know any name other than that? You don't know how much I missed you, how much I suffer for you. How much I love you." I closed my eyes as he got really close.
"You married him. Why lina?" He asked, holding my hand and looking at my wedding ring.
"Because I love him, I love Blaize, and he loves me then why do you keep coming to ruin everything?" I screamed out and don't know from where this confidence came.
He raised his eyebrow and gritted his teeth. "Oh really? Don't you remember he left you?, left you alone there while I was the one to hold you up, you should love me not him." He yelled back at me and my confidence went to zero as fear arose again.
"Please Ian, we were only best friends, please let me go." He ignored my words and came really close to my face.
"Tell me lina, did he touch you here?" My eyes widened and fear spread throughout my body as he brushed my neckline.
"Or here?" He asked again, wrapping his arm around my waist.
When Blaize touched me it felt home, I felt safe but now I feel like spiders crawling at my body.
I cried again and begged him to leave me.
"Okay, it means he did, now did you give yourself completely to him? Did he do that to you?" I felt very very disgusted as he asked that and touched my cheeks.
I tilted my face to the other side and tried to let go but he has a very strong grip. Tears kept coming from my eyes.
"Fuck, you let him lina, how could you ?" He let me go with a jerk and I fell down. He came to me and held my hand harshly.
He tried to take my ring off, "No no no no Ian please I can't let you take this, please it's my wedding ring please" I fisted my hand so he won't take it off but he harshly took that ring off my ring and my finger started to bleed.
He threw the ring very very far and my eyes widened, not my ring. "I hate you Ian, I hate you, I hate you I hate you."
I yelled at the top of my lungs, and he got really really angry. He slapped me really hard and I cried more.
Where are you blaize? Please come fast, I need you.
He fisted my hair and came really close to my face. "No, you love me lina, say it, say it." I secretly collected mud in my fist and threw it at his face when he didn't see.
He yelled and started rubbing his eyes. I took this chance and started running. I felt small stones and small woods stung at my feet.
I ran to the way where he threw my ring but my leg stuck with the wood and I fell down hard on the ground. Blood seeped out of my hands and knees making my dress red but I ignore that pain and stood up while limping.
I need to find my ring. It's my wedding ring. I looked everywhere, kneeling down. I rubbed the mud with my bloodied hand, the mud is wet, maybe it's inside it.
After looking for a long time I still didn't find it, I cried very hard, I lost my wedding ring. I don't want to lose it, I don't want to lose blaize.
I felt someone fisted my hair harshly and pulled me up. "You think, you can run away from me. No lina, you are mine, only mine" he said and started dragging me.
I screamed in pain as he had a very strong grip in my hair and he brutally dragged me, ignoring my screams of pain. My feet, knees and hands hurt.
He dragged me to a cabin, it looked very very old. He opened the door and threw me inside. It was only one room cabin, it had so many masks and wigs. Masks looked so real like real skin.
"I was following you since so long ago, I found your picture in the paper saying you and Blaize got married. I was so happy that I finally found you but so sad that you married him" he said, making a sad face and sitting beside me.
"Please Ian, you were not bad, I don't know what happened to you but please, please let me go before Blaize came, or he won't leave you."
He laughed really hard at my words, then slapped me again making me whimper in pain. I could even taste blood at my lips.
"Seriously lina, you think he will be able to find you? No darling, he won't and even if he did I'll definitely not let him go alive, I'll kill him with my bare hands." He said with gritted teeth.
An unknown anger arose inside me as he said about harming blaize. "No, I won't let you harm my blaize" I said, taking a nearby shoe and throwing it at his face.
He yelped and stood up angrily, "How dare you? So he gave you some confidence too, interesting but I'll love to break it off" he smirked like a sinister and hovered over me.
He slapped me again many times and I yelled in pain, it started to sting as he continuously slapped me several times.
"He may have taken you first but he can't give you enough joy like me. I won't let you forget me anytime." He said holding my hands behind my back with his one hand and with his other hand he ripped off the back frills off my dress.
I screamed out in pain & fear and begged him to leave again, "Yes, louder, he can't make you scream like I do, and there is no one to hear you except me." He whispered in my ear and licked my earlobe making me scream louder.
"Someone help, please," I screamed out loud but no one came inside.
"I told you sweetie, there is no one here except you and me" He whispered again in my neck and fisted my dress from front.
"Blaize, Blaize" I screamed his name, because I want him to come fast and take me away from this monster.
"Still Blaize?, you should scream my name not his lina. You are mine not his. I'll show you lina, I'll show you" He gritted.
I was able to get my hands free as they slipped from his hand because of blood then pushed him really hard and slapped him hard across his face.
Yes I need to be brave, for Blaize, for our love.
Ian's face was red in anger and he screamed out in frustration.
I was scared to death seeing him this mad. I whimpered and crawled in the corner.
He walked to me angrily and pulled my leg to drag me out of the corner. "How dare you lina." He screamed at my face and bit my wrist with which hand I slapped him out.
I screamed again in pain and he again looked at me with angry red eyes.
He ripped my dress half from front and hovered over my body which was shivering in fear.
No this can't happen, please Blaize where are you? Please don't break your promise, please help me.
I can't bear it anymore, I am so scared, please come fast. Please Blaize.
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Author's Note
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