Hello babes! ❤We really have to figure out a name for you, don't we? I think Legends fit you perfectly, considerng my acc name is GirLegend99 and you're all Directioners wich makes you Legends just like Harry called you ;) +me lol
Ok lol I let a goal that says 520K reads before chapter 110 even tho you had already reached it lol xD I'm sorry, I didn't see it before I updated the chapter.
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Rebecca's POV:
"Do you think they're going to give us a lecture?" I asked Harry as we stood on the porch of Hannah's house. She had already decorated the house and it looked beautiful. I still haven't decorated the house, neither a Christmas tree. I guess Harry will have to help me tomorrow.
"Nah. even if they do, I will compel them to shut up." he said simply.
I chuckled. "Compulsion is just your strong part, isn't it?" I looked up at him with my brow raised.
He shook his head. "No." his eyes met mine. "You are."
My heart skipped a beat at his words and my lips parted slightly. His green eyes showed honesty as they looked down at me, hypnotizing me. I gave him a smile that he gladly returned and the door finally swung open, revealing Hannah wearing a black sweater matched with deep blue leggins and black uggs.
"Finally." she raised her brows and ticked her head sideways, motioning for us to come in.
The heat inside the house calmed me when I stepped in, considering it's freezing outside. Harry wanted to go out with a simple white tee, but of course I gave him a lecture for that. He can't walk around with a tee in the middle of December, showing to everyone he's not a normal human being. He said he was wearing his fedora no matter what, so I just let him do it, since he looks really good with it on.
Harry said a simple "Hey" to Hannah before walking past her and heading to the living room where I heard Niall and Emily laugh.
The smell of cake hit my nostrils, bringing a smile to my lips. Hannah closed the door behind me and I turned to her.
"I'm sorry for being late, we had-umm, something to do." I blushed, seeing how a smirk appears on her lips.
"Something to do, huh?" she stared at me with amusement, grinning cheekily now at me.
"Oh shut up," I lightly punched her shoulder, causing her to chuckle.
"I guess you're forgiven for doing something with Harry." she winked at me, making me blush even more.
"Hannah!" I gave her a scowl and she laughed even harder, wrapping an arm around my shoulders.
"I'm just messing with you, idiot." she laughed as she lead me to the living room.
"So, you're making a cake?" I changed the subject.
"Yep, Niall said a chocolate cake would be great for tonight and I though 'why not' so here it is," she explained simply, moving her hand.
We both entered the living room, being greeted by Spencer and Emily who were sitting on a couch, holding their beers and grinning happily, Niall and Harry sitting lazily on the other couch, Niall holding a guitar on his lap and Harry holding a beer next to him as they both laughed. Seeing all my friends so happy made my heart flutter with happiness. A beautifully decorated tree was next to the fireplace, creating a magical aura.
Liam wasn't here yet so I was kind of glad we weren't the ones that were late.
"Hello," I smiled brightly at all of them.
They all turned to smile at me, Spencer even waved and Niall nodded once with his beautiful smile crossing his features.
"Hey there," Emily said and took a sip of her beer.
"Do you want anything to drink? I have more beers in the fridge." Hannah asked me, looking at me.
Harry and I locked eyes, him raising a brow at me. I raised one back, mirroring his expression. "Sure, why not." I replied to Hannah.
"Okay, I'll be back." Hannah said before she unwrapped her arm from around my shoulders and left.
Harry shook his head in disaproval but I couldn't care any less. I can drink as much as I want to, since he's here and I'm not in a club with horny men staring at me.
I walked further into the room and sat next to Spencer who was sitting next to Emily. They both turned to me, already putting me in the conversation.
"I've texted with Josh all night last night." Spencer whispered to my ear, making me furrow my brows.
"You're still texting?" I asked as I leaned back.
Spencer slightly frowned but nodded. "Yeah, why?"
I shrugged. "Nothing, I just thought you would've already taken it further. Did you even go on a date?"
I could feel Harry's eyes on me the entire time, burning into my skull. He wanted to listen to our conversation, he wanted to know what I think and what I feel. I'm sure Harry's already a little pissed off I'm talking with Spencer and Emily about another guy, wich happens to be Josh.
"Duh," Spencer huffed, rolling her eyes. "Just one? We've been to three already."
My eyes widened. What? "Oh my God, really? And you haven't told me?" I asked, slapping her thigh.
Emily chuckled as Spencer grimaced and gave me an icy glare. "Because you were always around Josh, I couldn't take you from him. I don't feel really comfortable when he's around my friends and I." she apologetically smiled.
My stomach twisted and heat rose to my chest. Oh God, why did she have to say I've been around Josh the whole time? Harry's listening for fuck's sake!
"He's in my class, I couldn't do much. Well, at least you two are comfortable when you're alone, right?" I asked, hoping to catch up the mess Spencer just created in Harry's head.
"We are." she nodded, smiling. "He's just so kind and cute when we text and when we're together alone," she sighed, her smile growing bigger. "He's just amazing."
Emily and I both smiled, exchanging happy looks. Hannah came into the living room and handed me the beer. I gave her a thankful smile before she sat on my lap, making me laugh. She's not too heavy, I can stand her weight. Niall and Harry gave us weird looks that soon turned to amused.
"She's mine though." Niall said, locking eyes with me.
I huffed. "She'll be yours when I wabt her to. Now she's mine." I wrapped my arms around Hannah's waist, causing her to laugh.
Niall raised his brows. "Hannah babe, what is she saying?" he pouted.
Hannah chuckled. "I don't know baby, I guess she's just better in bed than you." Hannah winked at him.
All us girls giggled as Niall's eyes widened and his mouth fell agape. I locked eyes with Harry, seeing his proud smirk appearing on his lips again, a dimple digging into his cheek.
"Oh God, they turned you into a lesbian! Harry, your girlfriend is taking my girlfriend from me!" he acted scared, giving Harry a horrified look.
Harry laughed hard, bringing my heart to her fastest speeds and butterflies errupted in my stomach. I watched in awe how his beautiful face turned to more angelic, his charming toothy grin making me smile too, his green eyes shining with such happiness that could make the most miserable person on Earth smile.
Hannah was laughing as she stood from my lap and made her way to Niall. He looked up at her with the same horrified expression, still joking. Hannah's eyes landed on the guitar on Niall's lap before they went up to his face.
"Of course I'm leaving you. You're only letting that stupid guitar on your lap!" she acted as if she was desperate and angry.
Niall gasped loudly, hugging his guitar tightly to his chest. He acted offended. "How could you." he said, his eyes then looking down at the guitar he was hugging. "She didn't mean it baby, you're really special to me."
We all laughed, except Hannah who stared at her crazy boyfriend with a bewildered look. Niall grinned and carefully placed the guitar on the couch next to him before taking her hand and gently placing her on his lap. Hannah smiled and kissed him, making Emily leave an "aww" from her lips.
"You know what, this is so unfair. You all date someone and I'm still sitting here, being single." Emily huffed before taking another sip of her beer.
"What's the matter, Emily? I thought you didn't want a boyfriend? I thought you said being single is the best freedom you could get?" Hannah raised a brow, wrapping her arm around Niall's neck.
Emily rolled her brown eyes. "It gets boring, not having someone."
"But you have us." Spencer said, wrapping her arm around Emily's neck.
Emily grimaced, making the rest of us let a snort or chuckle. "No thanks, I still prefer a boyfriend."
Spencer laughed and held her tightly, making Emily giggle. She then unwrapped her arm from around her and leaned back on the couch, bringing her legs up.
"And we're not all dating. Spencer's still in proccess." I noted, raising my beer.
Emily nodded. "She'll be dating Josh anyway, it's just a matter of time." she huffed.
"I really can't wait for you two date, he could join us in such meetings like this one." Hannah said.
Harry let a snort, gaining everyone's attention. I gave him a warning look and he just shrugged before taking a long sip from his beer. Of course he would react this way. Harry doesn't like Josh at all, and the idea of him being in the same room as him only made him laugh. There's no way Harry would want to come to Hannah's house as long as Josh was here, even though Niall and Liam were joining too. He would only come if I was coming, and he would do that just to protect me and show to Josh who's really my boyfriend. Harry acts so weirdly sometimes, it confuses me. But that's how all boys act, right?
"I think next time he will be here." Spencer said with a sweet smile on her face, as if imagining something. She held the tip of the bottle lightly pressed against her lips as she spoke.
"We won't." Harry spoke lowly, making everyone frown and give him questioning looks.
"What?" Niall asked, turning his gaze to him.
Harry took a sip, taking his time and pissing them off a little. He then leaned back on the couch, staring between us. "Rebecca and I are leaving for Christmas. As soon as college stops for the break, we're off to the airport."
My eyes slightly widened with excitement, my heart skipping beats. I surely can't wait for this trip we're going. The thought of Harry and I walking around Paris holding hands flashed my mind, bringing a soft smile at my lips.
"Really? Where are you guys going?" Spencer asked, lowering the bottle down on her lap.
"Are you going to leave the country?" Emily asked right after Spencer, her eyes flitting back and forth me and Harry.
Harry shrugged again. "We're still thinking about it, but we're probably going to Paris, right Rebecca?" he locked eyes with me.
I nodded, smiling. "Yeah, we thought Paris would be great for Christmas."
Hannah nodded, blue eyes shining with excitement. "It is! My dad used to take mom to Paris for their anniversaries, and the place never failed to excite them both. Paris is just so beautiful." she sighed, smiling.
"We could go to Paris sometime, right babe?" Niall glanced up at Hannah.
Hannah looked down at him with wide, happy eyes. "Really? Would you like to?"
"Of course, as long as you're with me I'm going anywhere." he said before pressing his lips against hers.
Emily let another "aww" that made Spencer roll her eyes. Harry then locked eyes with me, their beautiful green colour taking my breath away. I couldn't help but smile at him. He smiled back, a smile that reached his eyes. I was so happy, I felt my heart racing with joy.
The bell rang and Hannah stood from Niall's lap, quickly leaving the room. Harry carefully took Niall's guitar in his hands, eyeing it closely. Niall leaned closer to Harry, telling him something about music, notes and all that.
I turned my attention to the girls who were talking about tonight's party, the one Josh told me to go and chill. Of course, I prefered to come here with my friends and hang out, knowing Harry would be happy with that and he won't cause another scene.
"I'll probably go and visit him tonight." Spencer replied casually.
"He'll probably be drunk." Emily said, giving Spencer a stern look.
"I know." Spencer muttered, looking down at her beer. "I don't think we're gonna discuss about our relationship. I bet we're just gonna sit and do some hilarious thing, laugh and joke around, you know? "
"Do you really believe Josh's gonna leave you like that? He'll probably try and lay you down." Emily muttered.
"He doesn't have to try." Spencer shook her head.
Emily and I locked eyes and shook our heads in disaproval. "Spencer, Josh's not your boyfriend."
"Not yet." Spencer corrected, raising a brow at me.
"So? That doesn't mean you can go and hook up with him. You don't even know the guy that good." Emily spoke seriously, moving her hands. I could see concern in Emily's eyes. She really did care about her friend.
"I do know him well enough to sleep with him. And besides, if I go and hook up with him is none of your business." Spencer spat before taking a sip from her drink.
Before Emily or I could protest anything else, Hannah entered the room, with Liam and a beautiful brunette girl following from behind. My eyes scanned the girl's outfit and face, she looked gorgeous in black skinny jeans, a brown peacoat and brown boots. She was also wearing a beannie, making her look cute. Liam looked really charming, much more beautiful than the last time I saw him.
"Hey guys," Liam greeted with a warm smile, giving us a small wave.
Niall stood up, opening his arms to bring Liam in a warm embrace. "My brother." Niall said as he hugged him. Liam chuckled and hugged him back.
"It's nice to have you here." Niall said as he pulled back, grinning happily at Liam.
Liam smiled. "It's to nice to come back here."
Niall sat back down at his seat next to Harry, and my eyes fell on him. Harry was staring casually at Liam, even a small smile had made its way to his lips. I was glad. Hannah clapped her hands once, smiling sweetly.
"What do you want to drink? I have beers in the fridge and I'm also baking a cake in the kitchen. We will order pizza in a couple of minutes." she informed quickly.
Liam and his girl exchanged looks and both shrugged at the same time. "Beer?" Liam asked her.
"Yeah, sure." she smiled. She didn't have that thin voice and I was glad. Otherwise I would've been laughing hard with Hannah right now.
"Guys. this is Zoe, Liam's girlfriend." Hannah introduced, pointing at Zoe.
We all smiled and waved at ger. She smiled back and waved. "Hi." she said, a little awkwardly. She seems a really nice girl, I like her.
(And yes, I'm putting myself as Liam's girlfriend because I have to have him in another life and this life is in my fanfiction lol. Don't judge.)
"Hey, there was a guy outside when we jumped out of the car," Liam started, his eyes flitting between me and Niall. "He told me tell Rebecca and Niall he says hi."
Niall and I frowned, locking eyes for a second as we both tried to understand what's going on. I felt Harry's intense gaze on me. Niall turned his stare to Liam, frowning deeper.
"What guy?" he asked, chuckling lightly.
Liam shrugged and scratched the back of his neck. "He said his name is Zayn."
My heart stopped. My eyes bulged out, my blood running cold in my vains. Niall gasped, turning his worried, shocked and scared look to meet mine. I had the same expression as him, my mind going wild.
"Zayn?" Niall mumbled in pure shock, his blue eyes slowly watering.
Oh my God, oh my God.
My eyes met Harry's, asking for help and support. My heart cracked inside my chest, the tears already forming into my eyes, just like Niall's. Everyone's questioning and worried stares were flitting back and forth from me to Niall, none of them saying another word as they waited for us to react.
I really didn't know how to react to be honest. How did this happen? How could Liam see how much talk to Zayn? He's dead, he's supposed to appear only to me, or that's how I guess it should be like. His words came back to my mind: Wait and I'll come back to you, back to life. Is Zayn alive? Is he really back to life? The thought sent jolts of excitement through me, but when my eyes met Niall's watery ones, I knew it was too good to be true.
Niall rushed out of the room, jerking Hannah's hand away that reached to grab his forearm. All their gazes fell on me, and it was one of those moments I wanted to dissapear. All the oxygen semt to thicken in the room. This whole Zayn case makes me weaker than I already am, because I just truly love him, more than my life. He will forever have a big part in my heart-if not all of her.
"Excuse me for a minute" I muttered as I stood up, feeling a tear running down from my left eye as I started walking.
"Rebecca wait,-"
"Leave her alone." Harry cut Hannah off, his tone warning.
I didn't have time to turn around and say anything as my feet carried me outside in the cold night. Niall was sitting down on the porch, hiding his face in his hands. My heart cracked and a jolt of sadness hit me hard. This has happened before, but it's much harder this time.
I sat down next to him, wrapping my arm around him, not only to comfort him, but to warm him up, considering he was only wearing a sweater and not a jacket. I saw his tears falling down on his sweater, his body shaking as he cried. I couldn't hold it inside of me, so some tears made their way down my cheeks as well.
"Niall.." I murmured, hiding my face in his shoulder.
He cried, his muffled sobs becoming louder. "What's happening, Rebecca?" he pulled away his hands the same I did to give me a pained look with blue blooshot eyes.
I sucked in a breath and cried harder, tightening my arm around him. "I-I don't know.." I mumbled.
"How did this happen? H-how could Liam see Zayn?" he murmured, his voice laced with confusion.
"I don't know, Niall.." I admitted, shaking my head.
"This is so fucked up..." he shook his head and cried again, his face reddening.
"I'm sorry, Niall.." for not being able to tell you the truth.
"I miss him. He's my brother, my best friend, my collin, my everything...he's like a family to me, Rebecca. Just like you." he said through sobs, his meaningful words sending more jolts of pain to my heart.
"I miss him too, Niall.." I cried, my chest tightening.
"I miss you too, guys." Zayn whispered to my ear in a broken voice, making me squeeze my eyes shut and cry louder.
"Rebecca.." Niall whispered, wrapping his arm around me. "I love you so much, I wouldn't stand it if you were gone, too. I love you so fucking much, you're more than friend to me. You're my sister. Without you...I would be lonely.." he mumbled, his lips pressed against my forehead as I cried in his chest, having both arms wrapped around him.
"I love you too, Niall. You mean so much to me, I don't want to ever lose you."
Harry's POV:
It hurt.
It hurt more than it ever did.
Hearing her cry in his best friend's arm, seeing her tears run down her flushed cheeks and feeling her heart breaking hurt so damn much.
But what hurt the most, was her saying she loves him.
I don't blame her for loving her best friend. She's Rebecca; she loves everyone and everything. She's just so flawless, so selfless and kind person, of course she will love someone as close as Niall.
But hearing her saying those three words to another guy instead of me; it really hurt. Knowing that she has such a strong feeling as love for Niall made my heart pound in pain. It angered me that he loved her, but then again his love was one of the things I'm glad for, because I know that Niall would never do anything to hurt Rebecca.
Unlike me; a guy who did nothing but bring pain and fear to her body since the very moment we met. I've never told her I love her, because I simply don't know yet. I'm not sure if what I feel for her is love, or anything close to love.
It angered me even more the fact that I didn't know what my feelings were. I've never felt this way, so I don't know. No one ever made me feel the way Rebecca does, no one ever made me feel this way for someone else.
Love is something unknown to me.
Of course it angers me that Rebecca confessed her love to another guy and not me. If I didn't feel this way like I do now, I would've already been out there and had slammed Niall's face against the wall. Jealousy will forever be a strong part of me, but I came to control it with Rebecca's help. Somehow.
My gaze was focused unwaveringly on the space, even though my eyes were glued on the floor. My ears and mind were focused on her beating heart, her pain that flew around her, but my heart dragged me to my own hole of misery.
Why can't I love? Why can't I be the guy Rebecca deserves?
I felt the frown appearing on my face as I went deep in my thoughts, quietly fighting with the pain in my chest. I wish I could make Rebecca's pain dissapear, show her real love, but I just didn't know how.
"I have to go out there, I have to be next to Niall and Rebecca.." Hannah thought, her hands entwined on her lap and her eyes looking worriedly outside the window.
"What the fυck, did I do something wrong? No, the guy told me clearly his name. Zayn. It's not that hard to remember." Liam thought as he took a sip from his beer.
"Oh God, this is so awkward.." Emily thought, her eyes never finding a final location to land on as they looked around the room awkwardly.
"I bet Josh's having a lot more fun than me. Why did I agree to come here in the first place?" Spencer thought.
Her thoughts made me upset and angry. That little bίtch is really pssing me off. She's only thinking of that fυcker of a guy she found to have a crush on. Seriously, she's really frustrating. Rebecca's in such a pain right now, and the only thing Spencer's thinking about is that fυcker? Bίtch please, are you that stupid?
I growled lowly as I glared her from across the room. I fought the urge to stand up and slap her hard in the face, wake her up a little. My fists were tightly clenched on my lap and I felt my muscles tensing on my arms.
I heard Rebecca and Niall standing up from the wooden porch, making my heart pound loudly again. I heard them sniffle and murmur softly to each other that they're fine.
"I bet they're all waiting for us to enter now." Rebecca chuckled lightly, her voice not even slightly happy.
"I know right, they always do that." Nial murmured, his voice quiet.
Their footsteps got louder and louder and my head rose so my eyes would land immidiately on Rebecca's face when she steps in. She came behind Niall, who was staring down, seeming sad. Rebecca seemed a little better, but still broken.
My heart contracted painfully in my chest when her bloodshot eyes locked with mine. Sadness flooded through me, coursing every single one cell in my body.
I motioned for her to come and sit on my lap and she did as I wanted. She came and sat on my lap, her arms quickly snaking around my neck. My arms held her closer to me, my lips lightly pressed on her cheek.
"You okay?" I whispered as Emily and Zoe started a new conversation, trying to lighten up the mood.
"Yes." she mumbled, looking down.
She was lying.
I kissed gently her cheek, feeling how my heart pounded faster. "Don't lie to me babe, it's okay if you're sad.." I whispered.
She sighed and hugged me tighter. I couldn't help but feel responsible for her pain as I held her even closer to me. At this moment, I wanted us to be in bed, alone, me holding her in my arms and whispering to her how great she is, try to make her feel better.
"I'm so lucky to have you, Harry." she mumbled against my neck.
Happiness coursed me at her words. A small smile tugged at my lips and my arms tightened even more around her, still aware of hurting her petite body. I didn't give a fυck if the others were staring-wich weren't, since Rebecca needed somebody to hold her tightly and comfort her, and that somebody is me, wich makes me even happier than before.
I just wish I could make her as happy as she makes me..
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But I know in my heart ❤
You're not a constant star ❤
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And what is happening with Zayn? Any thoughts???
Willa Holland as Zoe (me lol)
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