"There is no true Love without Jealousy"
~ Unknown
Part 15
Angel's Pov
T
he aroma of coffee invaded my nostrils making me feel fresh like flowers.
Aahhaa
what a beautiful day is today, no yelling, no door busting, no loud voices, everything is so quiet and peaceful.
You might think how on earth is this possible? Yup the feeling is mutual. But rest assured I'll tell you about it too.
I giggled remembering their shock faces.
Okay, here is what happened.
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I reached the office today at exactly 7:30'am and emerged into the work schedule for today. At exactly 8'am, I prepared coffee for all of my bosses. And two coffee for someone with special mood swings. Cold and hot latte with less sugar. Just in case.
I balanced the tray of coffee in one hand and the files in other. One by one I settled their office table with files, today's schedule and coffee.
Just as I reached into my cabin, I heard the sound of lift open and smiled inwardly.
I started working on the list of calls that needed to be made, until the door of my office opened with a jerk.
"Miss Hughes, where is my schedule for today? And the file of Anderson that I was working upon?" Blaize asked in not so gentle voice. In fact quite opposite.
I knew it.
"Oh, Good morning, Mr William and it's at your table Sir" I replied and resumed my work. There was a moment of silence until he said again.
"And my coffee?"
I took a deep breath and walked out of my cabin to his office.
I showed him the pad with today's schedule and the file he needed. Yup his coffee too. "And Mr william, these are the notes from your last meeting" I handed him the notes and walked out of his office with a smile on my face and shock on his face.
Angel 2
Blaize 0
My steps halted just as I reached my cabin. "Angel, where were you? And where my schedule is-" I cut Kyle off in the middle.
"In your office and at your table sir, wait come I'll show you" I showed him his files, schedule and last meeting notes and yup his coffee.
He didn't have any shocked expressions; in fact, he looked rather amused.
I showed each one of them, their files, schedule and notes. Sometimes I feel like a maid for five lords.
Shouldn't they all have a personal secretary, instead of one for five.
But I would never give up.
I even prepared the conference room for the meeting, made sure to put documents, water and refreshments for everyone.
I was checking the projector when the conference room opened. "Kyle, call our so called secretary, and yell to set the conference ro--" Blaize's words was stuck in his throat as he looked at the set up.
"What the- how?" He said with shock written on his face. Clearly they didn't see me.
"I prepared everything already" He turned with a jerk as my voice reached his ears. I hope he doesn't get any cramps later.
"What the hell are you doing up there?" He yelled again. Doesn't he have any other work then yell at me.
"Uhm, making sure that the projector doesn't stop working in the middle of your meeting" I informed him and resumed my work.
Once I was sure that it was working fine, I looked at Blaize but only to find him standing just in front of me. It made me scared and I jerked back.
Big mistake
Because next, I felt the chair turn and gravity called me. I gasped and closed my eyes.
I felt the arms around my waist, holding me in place. I opened my eyes and found blaize looking at me with emotions in his eyes, I couldn't point out the emotion but it was so strong that his iris dilated.
This is the first time after so many years, I'm looking at him this closed. His blue orbs, still as beautiful as they used to be, may be more beautiful.
My heart started to pound in my ears, it was beating faster than the bullet, that my breaths came out short and fast.
He always had this effect on me, whenever he touched me. Maybe, just maybe, we still have a chance to be together like before, to hold each other, to love each other till infinity.
Does he still love me like he used to do? What if he does? What if he is testing, how strong my love is for him?
He was holding me secure in his arms, his touch still felt like home, yes I still love him.
Throat clearing took us out of our trance and we looked at Bryan, who had a sly smirk on his face.
Blaize let go of me with a jerk, it made me stumble but thank god I didn't fall.
"So now you seduce your boss too?" His accusation made my eyes widened.
"What? you could have let me fall but you didn't, and it was you holding me not the other way around." His mouth once again shut down with my answer.
I really should pat my back for this new developing confidence.
Then the meeting proceeds with the entrance of Mr Anderson, and just like a good secretary, I write everything into the notes.
After the meeting, Everyone went out with Mr Anderson for lunch, except Blaize. So I decided to rewrite the notes to give him in advance.
Finally at lunch I made coffee for myself and enjoyed the silence in the air.
Suddenly, I saw a woman in an orange tight dress, the dress was off shoulder and reached till her very upper thighs. Wait, I have seen her somewhere.
Just as I walked out of my office to see her, I remembered that I saw her at William's party.
Lacey Morgan, she is Blaize's.... just the thought made my stomach churned, the sharp pain in my heart told me what I was feeling is Jealousy.
"You!! What the hell are you doing here?" Great, now the silence is destroyed by the outsider.
"Actually, I'm the personal secretary of--" she cut me off in the middle. "Seriously, are you kidding me? Why are you even following Blaize everywhere?" What is she even talking about?
"But I--" again she cut me off "you just shut up and get out of my way, I want to see Blaize" she said pushed past me.
I hold her hand to stop her "wait, sir said he doesn't want anyone to disturb him."
She made a very angry face and jerked my hand off her. "Don't you ever dare to touch me, you pathetic girl" she yelled and raised her hand to slap me.
I closed my eyes but before she could slap, the voice stopped her. "What is happening here?" Blaze's voice also laced with anger.
"Awee Blaize baby, I missed you" she chirped and hugged him tightly. My hand automatically turned into fist, no not with anger, but with Jealousy, my heart felt a very sharp pain.
"I..I. .she wanted to see you, but-but you were busy--" his smirk told me that he wanted to see me like this, hurt.
"Don't you know, she is my girlfriend? You should have listened to her, Miss Hughes, your Jealousy wouldn't take you anywhere except out of this company" his each word stuck like a needle in my heart. How could he?
I nodded and ran to my cabin without any thought, when I saw them kissing right in front of me.
I ran to the bathroom and puked my guts out. After washing my mouth, I felt the room rotating. Why is this happening to me?
I hid under the working table, and cried my heart out. He knew it, he knew, I was jealous. He was enjoying seeing me in pain.
He was laughing at me. He is not the Blaize I know, he is someone else, or maybe he pretended of being the good boy.
He doesn't love you lina, he is a liar and a cheater.
The voice boomed into my head and a cold shiver ran down my back. I wrapped my arms around my knees, gathering a little bit of comfort.
Whatever Ian did to me was wrong but what if he was right, what if Blaize had never loved me. What if I was living in a lie all along. What if she is the girl for whom he left me?
I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down continuously. I should have locked down the door, I don't want anyone to see me like this.
Maybe Blaize will get more happy after seeing me like this. I sobbed more with that thought. That's how I deal with my pain and problems, by hiding myself.
My breaths came out short, and I felt my head getting heavier and heavier.
The dark spots keep occurring at the corner of my eyes. It's like my body had infinite weight, that I couldn't handle anymore.
I fell into the darkness with the thought of Blaize doing things with some other girl.
Yes I'm jealous, because I love him more then I love myself. I wish I could undo many things in my life, then I could be able to save my heart and my mom.
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Author's Note
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