[YOUR POV]
[WARNING: BLOODPLAY]
Days had passed since that night with Kylo and thankfully, you and Lydia had already resolved things. You were never necessarily angry with her in the first place...just disappointed. She'd been apologizing multiple times a day even though she knows you're over it. You both try to laugh about it now, but deep down you wish things had ended differently.
It was just another afternoon in the medbay, you'd already finished your morning rounds. You were almost finished unboxing the new shipment of syringes before you could finally go on your lunch break. You were still dreading going back to work afterwards and having to unpack the other fifteen boxes. Well, this was your job and you had to deal with it...you knew that.
The tag on the back of your scrub shirt itched the nape of your neck, you hated these damn uniforms. You scratched at the area vigorously trying to relieve the uncomfortable sensation...that felt a little better at least. After you finished putting away the last five packages, you began to crack your knuckles and back as well. Standing almost all day really took a toll on your body sometimes. You sighed with relief, now you finally could eat.
As you strolled out of the storage room, you stumbled over an extremely large, black boot. Your hands and knees collided with the floor; stars you were so embarrassed, what idiot would stand right in front of the exi-
You looked up only to find it was Kylo. Your eyes bulged out of your skull when ur gaze was met with his left hand. A deep red soaked towel was securing it. Behind him was a trail of little dark splats, zig zagging across the floor. Stunned and still on the ground you watched as a single blood droplet came descending down from his fingertip. The fluid hit the floor right in front of you.
You shot up and grabbed his wrist.
"What the fuck K- Kylo what happened?" You rushed to guide him into the nearest medical room.
You both entered and you shut the door.
"It's nothing I just, um...I didn't want to come down here but the bleeding it, it wouldn't stop." His demeanor was cold and harsh.
"Okay but what happened, are you- are you okay?" You sounded overly concerned.
"It's nothing." He tried his best to sound stern, not showing any signs of suffering.
Kylo stiffly sat down on the hospital bed, he seemed slightly different though. Numb and tired. As if a tiny spark of his energy and character had left within the blood he lost.
"Yeah, yes of- of course Commander." You tried your best to sound professional, you were working now...you had to ignore what'd happened between you two recently, at least while you treated him.
"Lay back." you attempted to assist him but he shifted before you could reach him.
"I can do it." He sounded angry...without reasoning.
He kicked both boots up on the bed and rested his back against the pillow.
"I'm gonna need you to please um, take off your mask I have to check your vital signs." You began applying your gloves.
Kylo let out a sigh that muffled as it escaped. He removed his mask and placed it on the side table. As he lifted his head he revealed a slit lip and a swollen eye.
"I- what happened?" There was a serious tone to your voice. You were genuinely concerned as to what mess he'd gotten into.
He said nothing. Then you realized he probably wouldn't tell you.
You proceeded to check his vitals making sure the blood loss hadn't affected him that much. Everything was normal except his blood pressure which was a little low. After the bleeding slowed down a bit more, that should resolve itself. You suggested he drink lots of fluids and eat a full meal as soon as possible. You unwrapped the towel from his hand and revealed his four knuckles that were stained red. Quickly discarding the towel, you applied loads of pressure with clean gauze. After minutes of sitting in excruciating silence, the bleeding finally came to a halt.
In the midst of cleaning his wound you came across a tiny shard of glass launched in his third knuckle.
"Kylo...what, what'd you do?"
"Can you just hurry up." He clearly wasn't in the sharing mood.
Carrying on, you removed it with surgical tweezers and discarded the fragment. You cleaned the area once more and applied a bit on bacetration to speed up the healing process. You retrieved fresh gauze and wrapped white medical tape around the circumference of his hand. Examining his eye with a tiny flashlight, you wanted to make sure nothing too serious had occurred.
He looked so...broken and you couldn't help but wonder what had caused this?
You shifted down to try and remove some of the dried blood that surrounded his lips. As you pressed the cotton upon them, they were soft and a slightly flushed shade of pink. Your heart fluttered as your eyes traveled up to meet his gaze and you began to reminisce on that night in the medbay...maybe he had as well. When you saw him for the first time you were stunned by his appearance. Even now, looking this beaten, his beauty still allured you.
Your arm slowly dropped down to rest at your side, you were overwhelmed with the emotions that were currently engulfing your chest. Thinking back to that night, the warmth you felt between your bodies...the electricity that'd ignited your soul. You froze for a good thirty seconds. The two of you said nothing...but you finally broke contact and your head sunk down, fixated on the ground.
As you went to turn around and discard the used cotton, your wrist was met with the tightest grasp it's ever known. Fingers now limp, the cotton fell onto the floor. You were immediately pulled so close to Kylo's face that you could hear the minuscule breaths he was taking in. You swallowed hard and your jaw clenched.
"Ky-" you didn't get far with your words.
Kylo's lips had collided with yours.
He pulled you even closer, forcefully grasping the front of your shirt with his unharmed hand. Your tongues glided past one another as he delved into the depths of your mouth. Kylo cupped your face with both hands and your breath shuddered. You sunk into a state of pure satisfaction as the blood amongst his hand, swept across your cheek. Swinging both arms around the nape of his neck, you leaped onto his lap, straddling his groin. He let out a grunt and switched his grasp to your waist, firmly forcing you down onto him.
The two of you let out the softest moans and your hips performed the steadiest circles on top of his hardened length. He kneaded his thumbs into your temples then returned to cupping your face, using more pressure than before. His tongue dove in further and explored your mouth. The two of you gasped for air in between kisses, heads bobbing up down in sync.
All you wanted in this moment was him. Nothing else seemed to matter.
You pressed your lips harder against his and felt a sudden wetness coating your own. You realized his lip had started bleeding again...but you didn't back away. It only aroused you more.
One of his hands caressed your locks and had pushed back any strays. His thumb found its way towards your mouth and he pulled down on your bottom lip. You knew a slight ruby tint was probably coating every one of your teeth.
"You look perfect like this." Kylo let out a hard breath.
Before you could say anything he gripped a handful of hair and pulled you back close. While leaving a trail of warm, wet and bloodied kisses upon your neck your heartbeat increased rapidly. Tracing circles on your tender skin with his tongue, he gripped you even harder. Your head strained as it flew back and a slight moan escaped your lips. You could tell it drove him absolutely wild. He bucked his hips up into yours.
"Fuck." Kylo sucked in a breath through his teeth.
You sped up the pace of your hips rotating on top of him and he dug his digits into the sides of your torso.
Your mind ran wild and you couldn't seem to enjoy this moment fully. You were genuinely worried about him. You wanted to know what brought him here and what had gone wrong.
You came to your senses and pulled back.
"Wait...Kylo, please...tell me what happened?" You caught your breath in between words.
Silence.
"Talk to me!" The volume in your tone had increased.
More silence.
"Get off." His voice was stern.
"W- what?" You were beyond confused. What did you do?
You were only concerned about him and you wished he'd realized that.
You swung one leg over meeting your other and hopped off the bed. Wiping your lips with a paper towel you turned to throw it out, when u pivoted back around Kylo was no where to be found.