Note! : let's me try and make more cute moments.
Stupid sun ruining my sleep...
Give me back the moon!
Jingyu was trying to shield his face from the sun and yet he failed to even realize that he was also shielding someone else. Jingyu buried his face in something soft and it also smells like watermelon. Jingyu didn't care he just buried his face deeper enjoying the watermelon scent.
Why is my pillow so soft and really fluffy today?
Jingyu stopped sniffing the sweet watermelon scent and tried to touch the top of his pillow but the weird thing was, it felt warm and it felt really soft like a big marshmallow.
Now Jingyu was getting curious because everything feels off. He slowly cracked open his right eye to see what was going on. He was too lazy to open his other eye because he was still sleepy. When he finally saw things clearly both of his eyes opened in shock.
His eyes were so big that it looked like it would pop out any minute. The pillow he thought he was hugging and sniffing was actually Wei Zhou who was sleeping peacefully. He tried to say something or yell at him but he stopped. He just can't say anything it was like something was preventing him to wake Wei Zhou up.
He couldn't explain how this happened to him but in the position they were in, He just wanted to hurl from how sweet they were. He tried to move his hand from Wei Zhou's waist. Unfortunately it didn't work because Wei Zhou began to move.
Jingyu immediately stopped his action and he even stopped breathing in the process. Wei Zhou on the other hand buried his self-deeper in Jingyu's chest. Not knowing who he was hugging. Jingyu somehow felt the need to closer to prevent him from waking up. Jingyu felt a wave of something that he couldn't explain but it was something he wanted to forget.
This time he didn't let it slip anymore. He slowly untangled himself from Wei Zhou's hold. He looked at the mess in front of him. He didn't think twice when he cleaned everything. After he finished cleaning he got in the shower. He hurriedly put on some clothes after he was done. he went straight for the door, But not until he looked back at Wei Zhou making sure he didn't wake up. He slowly opened the door trying not to make any noise.
When the elevator doors finally closed everything came crashing down on him. He began to pace around the small elevator with his hands gripping his hair.
"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT!!" He can't still remember anything but he felt that he did something crazy. Only snip bits of memory was what he remembered but not the confession he made.
"I need to see my doctor now....aaahh just great!!! I'm talking to myself. " after the elevator door opened, he went straight to the back door of the dorm building.
"Oh baby don't be mad...I know I'm sorry but I'm here now." Jingyu said that to his black motorcycle. He hasn't had the time to ride it anymore but now he had a pretty good reason. He rode it so fast that he almost got caught by the police. But he didn't care because he knew just by seeing his plate number they all knew that it was a sign to back off. Jingyu's family was very known and powerful that if you arrested him you would surely get fired.
His family weren't criminals but they were the opposite because they once saved the whole town. Long story short because of them there aren't gangs or drugs in the whole district. Jingyu was also in on this since he was little. Let's say he did something that no one would even dare try especially if it involved your life.
After arriving at SongKim Hospital he didn't bother to park because there was a valet boy already waiting. He just quickly got off the bike and handed his key to the guy shaking from fear waiting to get a hold of his key.
"Finally..." Jingyu gave out a big sigh when he finally found his doctor's door. He didn't knock he just barged in not caring because this is what he always do.
"Well this is a surprise?" The guy sitting on the chair looked at Jingyu curiously. He was surprised because this was the first time he ever saw Jingyu again in 6 years.
Jingyu never goes to the hospital except if it involves beating someone up or getting a minor bone fracture. Jingyu ignored his questions pacing the room and then finally sitting the chair in front of his so called doctor.
"Well... What's the problem?" The doctor asked again waiting for any response. But minutes passed by and still nothing. All Jingyu did was looking at the floor with his hand on his head.
"I can see you're not sick or injured so maybe you put someone in a coma again?" The doctor spoke those words as if it was a just some common illness. He silently sighed because he knew that Jingyu will eventually tell him later.
"I think I'm going crazy" Jingyu finally spoke looking at him dead serious. Jingyu would have wanted to meet his doctor in a different circumstance but then again this was more important.
"Well this is new? How come? do you hear voices in your head or do you appear to see things?" He answered with a bit of humor in his voice not believing Jingyu. He already knew how Jingyu could be exaggerated at times.
"Mino I am not joking around...I am fucking serious." he answered in a deep voice that would almost scare anyone but not Mino. He was already used to how scary Jingyu was when he was mad or serious. Mino was already used to how short tempered his whole family was especially Jingyu. This was also one reason why he even became a doctor so he could help him.
"Ok...tell me all about it and can you still remember when it all started...? " Mino opened the note book in front of him ready to start taking notes.
"Well it's because of this someone that ticks me off whenever we meet I just...aahhh I can't explain it but one moment I want to kill...no wait...comfort...No!...Beat up and yet AAAAHHHH! " Jingyu couldn't even finish his sentence because everything he feels are mixed with anger and care. This combination was unheard of even for Mino but he still patiently tried to understand the situation.
"Relax just tell me how you feel and just use short words." Mino calming Jingyu who was ready to hit the first thing he saw. Mino was sure that this was a serious matter because in all of the years he knew Jingyu, he never saw Jingyu so rattled up.
"I felt...angry...irritated...So Fucking angry that I almost saw everything going red...!" Jingyu slowly put everything he felt into words. He clenched his fist thinking about everything but he slowly let go.
"Ok good what else?" Mino began to write different cases of how this happened but he still needs more. He knew that it was normal for Jingyu to erupt in anger but this was different somehow.
"But I... it's just that.... I can't explain it but...I don't know why but...?" Jingyu didn't know how to say the things that was really bothering him. He didn't even know if he could describe it properly.
"You what? Jingyu I need to know so I can help you." Mino stopped writing and he faced Jingyu with a serious look. He saw this kind of expression before but it was a dark past he doesn't want to look back on.
"It's because I also care...there's something that possess me to do something that I can't explain...and there was one time I saw that person I really want to beat up."
"Cried before my eyes...."
"I don't know why but all I could think about was that it broke my heart"
"I just wish that...maybe I wasn't the reason behind those tears." Jingyu spoke with so much regret and care in his voice that almost gave Mino a heart attack. Mino's had trembled for a bit but he hide it beneath his desk.
"I must be insane...to hate someone but also care about them?" Jingyu looked at a shocked Mino that couldn't answer him. Mino assessed every information that was given him but there was this answer that keeps bothering him.
"Ummm...Well you're not crazy but..." Mino has gone pale from what he heard but then he finally found the answer.
"I am sorry to say this but Jingyu, you are sick...." Jingyu could felt a little relieved but at the same time worried for what illness he has.
To be continued...
Important
Sorry it took me awhile to update. it was not because I was busy it's because someone messaged me telling me that my story was full of crap. Well that really encourage me 😬😡😡😒 but because of my PNs I made a decision to continue this. So Thank you for still being patient with me my PNs😚😘😚😙😗
Credits to my reader/editor
《Gr8stry》