02.06.24
I was trying to find a perfect time to write this update. And then im practically working with the school library computer so it is pretty funny. Plus i have like remaining lab minutes left before another class. Yep. im a busy college kid.
its been three months since ive last updated the whole book, and to tell you, I am like 95% percent done. I have 5 drafts left to write including the epilogue/aftermath, and a whole 10 more to edit and publish. I have only 2 write sprees session and after that im completely overwhelmed with college and all the other things im dealing with - both physically and mental problems. So its been hard
I was planning to write a whole completely different oneshot in relation to valentines day, and although im aware a lot of you might consider that day very simple and very irksome to go through cuz of you know..lovey dovey stuff. And even if im aroace, I actually love valentines day. As it is termed with, it is the day to celebrate to cherish love, and although its generalised to be highly intimate or romantic, I see it as a recognition to all kinds of other loves be it family, friends, and even oneself! I tend to use this annual opportunity to show to the people i care about how i appreciate them. And to show i appreciate you all, I might need to write a whole oneshot of the characters celebrating valentines day. Very cheesy, very romantic and wholesome which is something i dont normally do cuz i breathe angst like oxygen. But you know, its nice to feel good before the inevitable doom:)
You will get to see how ivory, i mean tommy;> show to people how he celebrates the day in his own way, tubbo and ranboo getting along, phil and techno friendship appreciation, wilbur and quackity er..homoerotic tendencies, even karl and sapnap stuff and dream and george too, even if theyre like..most likely not canonized and is possibly happening cuz its just a dream! I should probably ask what do you guys want me to highlight..like which characters i should actually write about celebrating that day. Cuz most likely tommy, tubbo, phil, techno, wil, ranboo, quackity - generally people whose tommy really close with. But maybe you might like to see some underrated duos like ponk and sam, foolish and eret, eryn and aimsey, niki and purpled- you guys can also get to decide in what kind of love itll be too! Just not the creepy kind pls hahaa iaegoiaegneo
02.10.24 (tw: illness)
Nvm i got fcking sick im dying rah. Its funny cuz the body is literarlly self destructing, and im like: hey, thats my job– i didnt tell you to do that>:[[ The medicine's mitigating the damages, but i still feel like poo:< i mean its nice cuz itll have me lose a few weight hahahahiaegnaeg but the nausea's the worst of all. That and dysgeusia- worst sht ever- anygay, if yall got anything you want me to do, just go at it. Generally tho im updating just to confirm im still alive, im dying, but alive:D istg im not even in ao3 but im being cursed or smth- I will get to the remaining drafts. Hopefully. Pls before prelims I'm going to screech if im not gonna get this book done. Mwah and cheers to a glorious start of 2024!! (totally not a month late o/)