LYNN~~
Being with Nam Joon the whole day was ...I guess not so bad, he didn't really do anything crazy which I was praying to God that he wouldn't do shit to me when I'm asleep. In the end he treated me with respect even though we had our own battles in the past.
I was in he's kitchen preparing a meal and I know I shouldn't even be doing this, promising myself that I shouldn't get involve in Jungkooks family feud.. It's been two weeks now and I haven't visited him since the incident. But Nam Joon insist in making me visit him once in awhile, tho I couldn't help but agree to whatever he ask. As for Kira she now lives with Yoongi, although I oppose to the whole thing, I had no choice but to let her live with him for awhile till things settled because apparently I'm not myself lately ever since Taehyung divorced me I've been a mess and I don't want her to see me like that. I didn't want Kira to stay with someone who's going to affect her mood it's bad enough that I have to let her go, but it's also bad that I'm going to make her feel so much pain because I'm in pain. And staying with Nam Joon is helping me get through the day.
I used to despise that man, but he isn't as bad as I thought. So then it was settled..I guess I'll go see him.
Preparing a meal for Jungkook when Nam Joon walked in, he was wearing a light blue blazer and he's hair slick back. "Where are you going?" I ask while cutting some bananas.
"Club" he grinned. "Well have fun and don't drink too much" I said not even looking at him.
"I should say the same thing about you" he said picking a piece of banana from the bowl. Ignoring he's remark as he took out he's keys, he waved good bye and out the door he goes.
I then packed the fruits in a bento box so it would be easier for me to carry, I then went upstairs to get ready, I found out that today Jungkook gets to go out for one day since he has been a good boy and getting out of the institute was like freedom to him.
Then gain, his brother owns the fucking institute so of course he gets an all day pass from his older brother Jin.
When I was out of the shower I realize that Kira would always prepare the outfit for me, and now that she's not here I have no idea what I should wear, I then grabbed my suit case digging inside making a mess in the guest room, I then finally found a really pretty yellow romper off the shoulder top, putting on some make up on as I looked at myself in the mirror. Giving it a thumbs up while I grabbed my things.
I made sure that I would lock the doors, check to see if the stoves were on and when everything was in perfect position I left the penthouse.
___________ ( hospital )_______
Coming back to the hospital felt like visiting the place for the first time in two weeks. It felt the same as every other times I come and visit, eerie and mischievous, nothing seems to be in well shape everything looks run down almost a deserted hospital compared to the others in the city.
Since the nurse already knew who I was she this time she didn't give me any visiting pass, instead she just told me to follow her, bowing at her trailing behind when we finally stopped in front of Jungkooks room, my heart was beating fast again and I really think it shouldn't be doing that, I didn't even want to come, I was force to come here all thanks to Nam Joon. She unlocked the door gesturing me to go inside.
He was surprised that I actually came, he's mouth parted and he's eyes were wide checking me out from top to bottom nodding approving from the way I dressed, I couldn't help how good looking he was either wearing a dress shirt and also black ripped jeans, staring at him for too long when he snapped he's fingers in my face to wake me from my day dream.
"Sorry" I quietly said.
Chuckling at my responds "I thought you said you wouldn't come visit me anymore..or never visit you again" he quoting with he's fingers in the air. "Nam Joon wouldn't stop bugging me to come visit you... basically I've been forced to come here" I told him. He simply nodded wanting to hear a different answer than what I said.
"Oh here" I said handing him the bento filled with fruits "Don't ask questions just fucking eat it when you have time" I said trying to be mean but honesty I suck at it, I don't want to be mean to him ..I'm pretty much taking my anger on him when I should be taking my anger on Taehyung.. but still I couldn't help but blame him for everything.
"Thanks I'll eat it well" he said. "The doctors said I can have a free day ... So do you want to go somewhere in particular?" He ask, I could tell he was nervous and I find it cute that he was. "It's your day, what do you want to do?" I ask crossing my arms, he massaged he's chin thinking of something.. he then glanced at me with those warm smile like before.
Wait..did I thought about the past for a little bit? Before?
"I want to go on a date with you"
Grinning like a mischievous kid.
All of a sudden my stomach was piling with butterflies, while my cheeks burn red, gulping as I cleared my throat. There's no way I'm feeling something..I thought to myself.
Thinking for a minute before answering "F-fine...lets go on a date then" I said fanning myself because it's really hot in here.
"Great!" He was overjoyed he's smile turned even wider which made him more attractive than ever before, he kept smiling while he looked at me, and I couldn't help but smile back at him, and it wasn't the fake kind of smile more sincere.
Shit..what's going on with me..I thought
_________(Seoul, Hongdae )____
The car ride was really awkward the only sound escaped was my car's air conditioning system. He didn't talk to me, tho he stared out through the window as if it was he's first time in the city. I parked the car on the side of the streets in Hongdae.
Getting off the car as I walked ahead of him, out of nowhere my hand had been scooped up from my side only to find Jungkook lacing it with he's hand. He smiled at me as I smiled back .. I agreed that this day would be date and once it's over we'll continue being friends again. He swayed our hands as if we were a couple, tho I couldn't help but feel quilty thinking this is just make believe. As of now I'll pretend we're a couple, no matter how much he thinks that we were I'll keep denying it, he should just give up what more can he do for me.
"Hey want to go eat there" he ask pointing to the restaurant next to us, nodding my head as we went inside. The restaurant served hot pot which actually is my favorite, how did he know I've never told anyone that except for Taehyung.
Once we finished ordering, it was back to awkwardness once again. "How are you Lynn? I really miss you" he's eyes filled with worry in every sentence. "I-I've been fine" I said looking down but I didn't say I miss you because well I actually did miss him, I just don't want him to know. The food arrived earlier then expected and we dig in without ever talking again.
When we finally finished our meal, he held my hands again and walked around the city, the day was actually pretty fun, there was a mini game in the middle of the sidewalk, Jungkook played it and won me this really giant bear, I'm not really sure if it'll fit my car tho. We then walked to a near by park where there were swings I sat on one while he sat next to me swaying around feeling the cold chilly breeze surrounding us.
"Did you have fun?" I ask breaking the silence. "Yeah I really did" he said smiling back at me. "Well I'm glad you did" I said kicking some sands off my shoes. In about 30 more minute, he will be going back to the institute while I live my life with depression and broken hearted. I didn't realize that he got up from he's seat, I watched him as he kneeled down closer, he's head rested on my expose lap, my heart was racing thinking that this feeling happened before, he then wrapped he's arm around my waist massaging my lower back. I bit my lip as I hesitantly played with he's hair through my fingers.
He moved he's head slowly looking at me, he then sucked and licked on my lap, covering my mouth with the back of my hand not make a sound, tho I couldn't help but moan a little, he got up lifting me up from the swing pulling me closer to him.
He leaned in kissing me and I didn't break or pull away as I savor the moment, letting him explore the inside of my mouth, my hands roamed up to he's neck wrapping my arms around it, he lift me up closer to him giving me multiple hickeys on my neck, sucking, biting and kissing, my breathing was unsteady, wrapping he's muscular arms around my small waist deepening it.
This isn't supposed to happen..but it's happening. And I should just let it be. I thought.
Every touch and kissed he gives me, the more my memory seems to be coming clear. Closing my eyes as he kept doing what he was doing more aggressively. Everything was clear now.
That was the final straw.
Opening my eyes as I looked at him "Jungkook ..Oppa" I said crying out he's name. He pulled away from my neck looking at me in shock. "What did you just call me?" He said tears almost forming.
"Oppa!" Oppa!" I yelled out while tears fell. I hugged him tightly crying on he's chest. "I remember now" I said quietly but loud enough for him to hear.
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Most of the chapters will be kept the same, and some not edited. Don't mind the grammars I wrote this 7-8 yrs ago lol