Ry Pov
Later that night August came back and I was ready for our dinner date. I really didn't want to go at all! I haven't been out in public every since that night. I know some people think I've gone ghost, which I kind of have.
Ava was staying with my manager while we are gone. I'm giving my assistant a little break. Anyway, I waited on the couch for August to get ready. It didn't take him long.
Apart of me thought August wanted to just take me out but the other part says he wants to talk about the baby. And I'm not ready for that yet. I'm still an emotional wreck.... This is new to me.
Aug- Ya readey?
I nodded.
Aug- Ightt.
August grabbed my hand and led us out the hotel room. Our bodyguards got beside us as we walked out the lobby. We walked outside and sure enough there was a crowd of paparazzi. It seems like they were waiting for me to come out all this time! Me and August crossed the road. He kind of got a head of me because I was walking so slow. I kind of picked up my paste when I saw a car approaching. When I caught up to August he grabbed my hand again.
Me- Are we walking?
Aug- We are actualley. Let's enjoy da nite... Dats Ightt with ya?
I nodded. We came to a stopped at a restaurant. August's bodyguard held the door open for us. We walked in and immediately got seated. I sat across from Aug. the waiter asked us for what to drink. August had wine and I had water. The doctor told me to drink that for a few days. After awhile we ordered our food. While waiting August started a conversation.
Aug- How ya feelin?
Me- I'm alright...thank you for asking.
Aug- Are ya shure?...
Me- August I...
My voice started cracking and tears came up to my eyes. August reached over the table and grabbed my hand.
Aug- I kno ya hurt... I am ta.
I broke down.
Me- I just never thought this'll happen to me........
Aug- I kno....
Me- .....I sorry for not telling you. I was afraid.
Aug- Of what doe.
Me- You leaving me!....... Ava's not even one yet and I was pregnant again August.... How could I not think you'll leave..
Aug- Because I kno how it feel ta not have a pops.... Regardless of how maney babies we have tagatha, Ima alweys be hera Ryan... Tagatha or not.. Dey my responsibilitey... Ian nun like my pops...... Nothin. Dey my blood. Half of me. So no. I will neva leave. Eva.
I rubbed August's hand.
Aug- Next time, can ya please tell me rite awey? *Chuckles*
Me- Next time? I don't think I wanna go through this again.
Aug- It ain't 100% dat dis will happen again.... It ain't ya fault.... I jus want ya ta kno, I luh ya regardless... Baby or not.
I smiled through my tears.
Me- I love you too.