Letters to Chanyeol

Letter 39

Dear Chanyeol,

When we broke up, I never had the guts to believe in love again. I was so scared to try again. I was worried that if I fall in-love again, I would end up hurt. I was doubtful that I will find someone like you. Even if I met great guys, who I know were far better than you, I still can't seem to get you off my head.

I couldn't imagine myself loving someone again. I can't put myself in a position wherein I will get married and start a new life with someone else.

Now that we're officially engaged, I couldn't believe it. You bought a wonderful ring that perfectly fits me. I never thought I'd experience this in my whole life, especially after our break-up.

For the first time in 3 years, I felt alive again. I felt that I deserve to be this happy. I am willing to take a risk again. I am willing to be with you even if I knew that our time is limited. I am ready to be your husband, Chanyeol.

I am prepared to take the next big step with you. Even if a lot of people will not agree with us, I don't care. I want to be with you. This time, I will fight for us. This time, I will not let go of you. This time, I will make sure that we make it through.