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Bam pov:
I sat in my house and smoked a blunt. After finding out all this crazy shit with nsaya I was on a break from the world.
I wasn't ready to be a father but my father was barely in my life so I wouldn't do nobody else like that.
"Man this some bullshit." I yelled out and threw my ashtray making it buss on the floor.
I heard a knock on my front door and opened it seeing my mom walk in.
"Hello son." She said walking in with a bunch of bags.
"What is all this glass doing on the floor ?" She asked stepping over it as I locked the door.
"I bought you some food from thanksgiving since you didn't bother stopping by." She said sitting it on my coffee table.
I sat on the couch next to her and put my head in my hands.
"Son what's wrong?" She asked me and I shook my head.
"Boy I birth you now what's wrong?" She told me as she stared at me.
"Momma I fucked up." I told her and she furrowed her eyebrows.
"How did you mess up what happen?" She asked me as she fold her arms.
"I got nsaya pregnant." I told her and she sighed.
"What did I tell you about using protection?" She told me and I shrugged my shoulder.
"It was in the moment ma I ain't have no jimmy and I was mad." I told her and she sat quiet for a few minutes.
"I was 14 when I had Dj with your dad and it was the hardest thing in the world me and Dj shared a room and a bed until I could afford a crib, he was my first child and I wasn't even in highschool yet trust me you got this just be what you and me didn't have and that's a good father." She told me.
I pulled my phone out and texted nsaya.
-aye pull up to my crib.
"So do you like This girl you got pregnant I mean I know y'all ended things but are y'all still talking or?" She asked me.
"Nah me and her not together I don't know how I feel about her." I told her.
"Why not?" She asked as I ate my thanksgiving plate.
"I don't know I hear everywhere that she's a hoe but it's hard to believe by her personality." I told her.
"You wouldn't know unless you talked to her yourself." My mom told me and I nodded my head.
I ain't want to be in no relationship but I didn't know how I felt about nsaya.
