Marrying the Guy I Hate

MGIH C-66: Torture

Love is when you're hurting but you still want the same person over and over again.

Kath's POV

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**Boooooggggssshhh**

Natigil ako sa pagde-delete ng messages nang may makabangga ako.

Haaay. Wala na bang bago? Kung hindi ako madadapa, madudulas, mauuntog, makakabangga naman.

"Sorry, miss. Hindi kasi ako tumitingin sa dinadaanan ko," agad kong sabi. I don't wanna argue with some person kaya nag-sorry na agad ako. Ako rin naman talaga ang may kasalanan in the first place.

"No, it's actually my fault. Hindi ako tumitingin sa dinadaanan ko. I'm very sorry," she said sincerely.

She looks familiar. But I can't remember kung saan at kailan ko siya nakita.

"Have we met?"

"Actually yes, but that was a long time ago. Uhm, high school days? Pero balita ko, nagka-amnesia ka ah? Paano mo ako nakilala? Did your memories come back?"

Umiling ako.

"But it's coming back little by little... through my dreams, I guess? But the sad thing is, there are lost pieces to complete the puzzle and the bad news is my dreams... which are my lost memories, stopped appearing for about a year. I'm starting to lose hope. I'm starting to come into a conclusion that my memories aren't coming back anymore. I waited enough. I think it's time for me to give up and j-just replace them with new memories. Ang sakit-sakit."

Tears started falling down my face.

The next thing I knew, she was hugging me comfortingly.

"I don't know how to react. I'm sorry!" she whispered.

"Hindi mo kailangang mag-sorry, ano ka ba! Hindi mo naman kasalanan kung bakit ayaw nang bumalik ng alaala ko eh!"

Bumitiw na siya ng pagkakayakap sakin saka in-extend yung kamay niya.

"I'm Delight, by the way. Jarisse Delight Jimenez."

"Katherine Berna-"

"dette Smith," she continued.

"I know you already, Kath," dagdag niya.

"Uhm, have you eaten lunch already?"

"Not yet."

"Me, too. Sabay na tayo. Loner kasi ang drama ko ngayon. Warlock kami ng bestie ko."

"Ganun? Buti nga ikaw may best friend ka. Pwede kayong magbati anytime tapos okay na ulit ang lahat. Yung best friend ko kasi, walang hiya... iniwan ako. Nasa Germany na siya. Yung isa ko namang best friend... wala na rin... may girlfriend na siya... kinalimutan niya na ako," malungkot kong sabi.

"Yung pangalawang best friend na sinabi mo, best friend lang ba talaga ang turing mo sa kanya o higit pa don?"

Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya.

**Flashback**

"Masaya ka ba kapag kasama mo siya?"

"S-sobra po. Syempre best fri-"

"Mahalaga ba siya sayo?"