Rap Monster: I'll always protect you

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You sat down on the floor, your back against the wall as you hugged your legs and buried your face in your knees.

" ________..." Nam Joon mumbled as he bent down in front of you.

"Don't come near me!" you yelled. "Get off! Don't touch me! No! Why are you doing this?! Give me my clothes!"

Nam Joon's eyes widened. He realised it...you were raped. His eyes welled up with tears as he watched you. Nam Joon pulled you into a hug as you gasped.

"Don't touch me! Why are you touching me?! I-I don't want to do it!" you cried, your eyes closed as tears fell.

"No... ________, it's over..." Nam Joon mumbled as he stroked your hair.

You gasped when your eyes opened. You brawled harder as you clutched on his shirt.

"It's alright, I'm here." Nam Joon mumbled as tears filled his eyes.

***

You watched as Nam Joon prepared your bed. There was no bed and only blankets to use as mattresses.

"Are we...not sleeping together?" you asked.

Nam Joon froze as he turned to look at you. "Why...? Y-you want to sleep with me?"

You nodded shyly. "I-I'm scared...b-but you're always able to calm me down..."

"Really?" Nam Joon said, looking quite cheered up by the fact.

"But...if you're not comfortable, it's alright." you smiled softly.

Nam Joon nodded. "I'm surely comfortable...but you're a girl...yea, and I'm a guy."

You shook your head. "It's alright because I like you."

Your eyes widened when you realised what you had just said. Nam Joon stared at you in disbelief as you looked away.

"I-I mean...I...I--"

"I understand." Nam Joon said calmly, taking as nothing happened.

You stared at him blankly.

"Let's sleep." Nam Joon said as he toom the blue blanket.

You nodded and took the remaining one.

After minutes, the both of you were still awake. Nam Joon turned to face you as you bit your lips shyly.

"Do you want me to switch off the lights--"

"A-ani!" you panicked.

Nam Joon stared at you blankly.

"I-I'm just...scared..." you mumbled in embarrassment.

"I know." Nam Joon said, giving an assuring smile.

***

An hour had passed. Nam Joon was facing you with his back. You could not even see his face. That made you even scared. You pulled yourself out of the blanket. You sat against the wall in front of Nam Joon where you could see his face. You smiled softly.

Nam Joon fidgetted and fluttered his eyes open as he found you looking at him. Sitting up, he smiled at you, ruffling his hair.

"S-sorry, I-I didn't m-mean to l-look at you, I-I just needed--"

"It's alright, this shows that I have some uses hmm?" Nam Joon joked.

You giggled and nodded. "You are always the best in my eyes."

"Jinjja? But we hardly talked." Nam Joon said, sitting cross-legged.

"A-ani... I-I was just...uhm..I--"

"You wanna share a bed with me?" Nam Joon said. "I promise I won't do anything to you."

"Jinjja? I can?!" you exclaimed.

Nam Joon laughed as he nodded and lifted the blanket, letting you slip under the blanket.

Sleeping next to Nam Joon, you kept your head high as you glanced at him every now and then.

You gasped when there was a loud thud outside the house. Without thinking, you squinted your eyes shut and hugged Nam Joon tightly. Nam Joon blinked his eyes at the sudden fluttery feeling. Wrapping your arms around him tightly, you buried your face in his chest.

"W-what was t-that..." you mumbled.

"Maybe just some guy clearing the dump." Nam Joon said, smirking.

"Can we stay like this...?" you asked shyly.

"Of course." Nam Joon said as you chuckled. "I'll always protect you."

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