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^nola ( no- luh) •
"Come here baby girl." Zola calls for her child with a sweet smile on her face to entice the baby. Nola smiles cutely back up at her mother as she baby crawls towards her trying her best to get to her ask quick as possible. As she watched her baby come to her she couldn't help but to think about her, her face reminded her of herself but other than that the girl had Hoseok's personality and she could tell straight up. Nola was a happy child, always brightening up her Mother's Day but on the other hand she could tell that she was stubborn and she knew for a fact that when she grew up she'd be so independent.
"How's mommas girl?" Zola's voice was high pitched as she spoke to her, Nola softly lifts her arms up and scrunches her mouth while showing her gums, usually meaning she wanted up as she makes random noises.
"You want up baby?"
Nola squeals when Zola picks her up and swings her around before bending down so Nola was upside down for two seconds and brought her back up. Nola's baby laughs echoed throughout the room making her mom coo at her reaction. Ever since Nola was born she was such a small child and it amazes Zola how she took everything as if she wasn't a sensitive baby. When she looked at her baby, she was kind of relieved at the fact she didn't look like Hoseok that much or else she'd probably think about him every minute even though she had moved all the way to America to keep her baby safe from all of the dangerous people after Hoseok in Korea.
So far nobody had recognized Zola in America so she was really happy about that. The first year when she settled in America, Zola did send Hoseok pictures of the ultra sounds and pictures of her belly and Hoseok would always reply but as the next year came around Zola guiltily stopped sending him pictures. Although she really wanted to call him and update him on how their baby was just like him, she stopped herself from doing so knowing she'd break and want to go back and find him.
Of course, Hoseok contacted her multiple times which ended with Zola declining his calls to blocking him. Hoseok obviously didn't like that so he'd call her on different numbers so she refused to answer random numbers that she didn't know. Soon her phone was mostly silent and she never signed up on social media so nobody would find her, she felt like they could track her down if she did so she only used her phone fire calling and texting. To this day though she still kept on the necklace that Hoseok had given her and she couldn't help but to look at it every time she sees herself in a mirror.
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"You need to go out more, you need to de-stress." Zola's new friend from work held her coffee in hand as she sassily spoke to the mother who was paying a lot of attention to her pride and joy. Zola plays with Nola's fingers as Nola babbles and places her mother's finger into her mouth while she sits lazily in her stroller.
"Hanging out with my baby is what keeps me sane. Isn't that right baby girl?" Zola raised her voice as she spoke with a smile on her face making Nola blink up at her with big eyes.
"Girl, I love you and the baby but you really need to go out and find you a man. That Coochie probably hasn't been used in a minute."
Zola gasps as she turns her head towards her blonde headed friend. "Don't speak like that around my child. Plus I don't need no man to keep me satisfied."
"Of course, I forgot that you're still stuck on you're baby daddy. Girl forget him, didn't you tell me that you were the one that left?" Tyeisha, her friend clicked the roof of her mouth with her tongue as she picked at her nails.
"Yeah, which is why I still need time to forget all about that."
Plus I'm still in love with him.
Right now zola wanted to slap the girl since she was speaking her business so loud but she stayed playing with her child trying to get her mind off of her mistakes. All she knows is that Nola is what keeps her happy and that's all a mother needs.
"Well for once you should come out to the club with me and hang out." Tyeisha puts down her coffee before placing a hand on Zola's shoulder. "Please come with me."
"And who's gonna take care of my baby because I'm not gonna let no random teenage girl take of my child."
"Girl my baby sister babysits all of the time."
Zola eyes her. "How am I supposed to know I trust her?"
"She my family, come on now."
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"Make sure put her to sleep by 9:00 and keep her bottles warm just in case she wakes up-
"Girl if you don't come on." Tyeisha was pulling Zola out of the house as she explained to the younger girl. Finally the door was closed and Zola was huffing on her way to her friends car.
"I can't believe you making me leave my baby."
Tyeisha rolls her eyes before smirking. "You're gonna thank me later."
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Once they were inside Zola felt nervous already, the last time she went to a place like this she was with her other friends back in Korea and just thinking about it made her want to throw up. As they made their way around the club to find the bar, she could feel many eyes on her making her feel uncomfortable so she crossed her arms to at least cover something. Tyeisha forced her to wear this annoying ass dress that kept sliding up every time she took a step causing her to pull it back down every five seconds.
"What you want?!" Tyeisha had to shout over the music that loudly played as she asked what Zola wanted to drink.
"I'm not drinking so just give me a water." She suggests.
"I'm only letting you get away with this because I already had to force you to come here."
Zola rolls her eyes in annoyance before turning around to face the club trying not to make eye contact with anybody, not wanting to draw anybodies attention. As she looked around she felt Tyeisha push the water into her hands as she took a drink of what ever alcohol beverage she was drinking. Taking a sip of the water, Zola feels weird. Looking up she spots a few people but no one was staring at her causing her to feel stupid.
"You're just imagining things." She says to herself before looking back up, when she does her heart drops.
Was that? Hoseok?
Continuing to look over at that spot she tried to spot him but he was nowhere to be seen.
Okay I'm definitely just imagining things.
"Girl will you loosen up and stop acting so scared? Damn." Tyeisha the lightweight giggles as she holds onto Zola's shoulder. "Now let's dance."
