Temptation

Chapter 93

Songs of the chapter :

I won't give up- Jason Mraz

Thinking out loud- Ed Sheeran

Over again- One Direction

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Beth's POV

"shh" he says against my lips. He pulls away slightly but his lips still brush over mine. "Please, I need this," his eyes are still closed but squinted like he is pleading for me to kiss him.

He needs this. Do I need it too? I know it's hard to hold back, for the both of us it is but I know that if we keep doing things like this it isn't going to make it any easier for us to move past anything. All of those thoughts leave my head when we both open our mouths at the same time only for his to slip his tongue inside.

This kiss seems different, it's slow and..emotional? It's almost like he doesn't want to push himself too far but he just wants to kiss me To know that I am here for him or something. His hands find their way to my waist and he tugs me a little signaling for me to keep going and not to stop.

"Sit on my lap," he breaths into the kiss. "Please" he whispers and I slowly pick myself off of the bed and onto his lap. My legs wrap around his torso and onto the back of the chair where I connect my legs together. I can already feel the bulge growing through his pants but I try to ignore it.

It's something about the way he is touching me that makes me feel so much emotion coming from him. The way his fingertips are gripping onto my hips, the way his lips are soft and slowly moving against mine.

"Harry," I breath out but he doesn't stop. I know something is wrong just by feeling it. I know he is trying to make me feel something within this kiss and he has. "Are you okay?," I ask him and he pulls back and rests his forehead on mine and closes his eyes.

"I really needed you today," he breathes heavily against my face and I pull back way to make him look at me. Once he does, his eyes are hooded and I know he wants to tell me something but doesn't know the right words to say.

"Talk to me," I place my hand onto his cheek and he leans into it closing his eyes once again before opening them to look back up at me.

"It's stupid," he looks down. "You have no idea how much I hate myself for what I did to you." He plants another kiss to my lips before pulling back away.

I see his eyes starting to get glossy but just looks away before anything could release. I put my hand back onto his cheek and turn his head to once again look at me.

"Will you tell me?" I ask him and He nods slowly. "Does it have to do with what you did to me?"

"Yes. And there's another thing," he sniffles.

"What is it," I ask him but he answers by just kissing me again. His grip on my hips are still tight but it doesn't hurt. I want him to answer me but maybe he just doesn't want to get into it right now.

"Let me kiss you first, okay?" He says against my lips before pressing them back into mine softly. I hum as to give him a response and he groans back.

I don't know what he could be wanting to talk to me about other than our relationship status. Did he do something else? Was he keeping another secret and wants to tell me now? I don't know. My mind can't keep up with the way my body is tingling, goosebumps lay on my skin and I feel them erupting down my spin.