Temptation

Chapter 80

I can not believe that we are already on chapter 80!! This is ridiculous and I have enjoyed every minute of the journey so far!

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My heart races a thousand times a minute. Well, so what it feels like is has been for that past few seconds we stood still like this.

His weight is still hovering over mine. The palms of his hands and his knees on each side of me are the only things that keep a small space in between us.

We're almost naked, my bra and underwear and Harry's boxers are all that cover our almost already clammy feeling skin. He stopped though, randomly to just look down at me.

His chest rises slowly but heavily at times and I think I can almost feel his heartbeat too. Before I can speak he beats me to it.

"We don't have to do this, you know?" He repeats for what seems to be the thousandth time already.

I already know I don't have to. I know I don't have to go all the way through with this just get, I'm giving a choice and the choice that I just made is the right one I want to make.

"I want to, harry." Deja vû runs through my head as I think about the countless numbers of times this almost happened but never really did. "Do you want to?"

I didn't really think that if he was actually ready for this. I know he's a guy, but it's also the first time he's ever been with a virgin, and even though I hate to admit it, I'm also the only one he'll wake up to when this is all over and done with. He won't wake up to an empty bed when he opens his eyes, I'll still be here and I hope that makes him realize what the simple things love can make.

"Fuck yea, I do. You know I do." He answers. I nod. "But I don't want you doing this just because I want to."

In the beginning, it was because I knew he wanted it much more than me. But now I have never been so sure of a choice in my entire life. It I were to do this with anyone, I would choice him. I still can't get over how five and a half months ago, when I had no idea of him or this town, I would have never pictured this happened right now.

"And I just don't want to hurt you." He continues after I don't speak. My mind runs before my mouth can open to process any words.

"What if-" he begins but swallows hard again. "What if this isn't really right time for you, what if it isn't what-"

"Harry?" I put my palm on his chest before hooking my finger around his necklace to bring his face in closer. His lips are only about two inches apart from mine and I feel his breath fan over me lightly. "Shut up." I whisper and then bring his lips to meet mine.

He groans lightly against them which makes me send a little noise back. The vibrations in between send the vibrations through my body.

One of his hands leave the mattress when is reaches across my back. This time, he doesn't have to ask permission to take it off. He flings the blue material across the broom along with the other clothes. He returns his hand back and puts it between my legs. I lift slightly off of the mattress to get more contact. His hand moves up an down, side to side, making the heating feeling rise within me.

His mouth moves against me, his tongue seductively massaging against mine slowly. I reach down between him and feel the bulge that seems bigger than it has before. His mouth leaves mine as he hisses at my touch. I feel him twitch against my hand when it touches it and I continue to rub.

"Fuck," he curses under his breath. "Lean against the headboard and open your legs." He commands and I do as he say.

He looks down at my panties before pulling them down my legs and tossing those too. He puts his hand back on it and brings his face into my neck. I feel his finger push into me, slowly at first.