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Jung Hoseok

"Y/N, will you move in with me?"

That was the question he asked me a few weeks ago. That was the question that would change both of our lives.

We were in a relationship for quite some time now and Hoseok decided that it was time for our next big step. Of course, I agreed when he asked me since we barely saw each other normally. Living together we would at least see each other more often, but still not too much due to his work.

Today was the big day. The day I moved in with Hoseok. I insisted on paying for everything as well, but he wouldn't let me since I only got pad enough money to survive in my job.

The other guys and some of my friends helped us to bring all the boxes to our new apartment in the morning but in the afternoon we were alone since the other ones had to either go to work or study for university.

Now Hoseok and I were sitting on the floor, eating some noodles he had bought from a small takeaway stand around the corner.
"Do you regret it already to have agreed to move in with me?", Hoseok asked and looked at me.

"I don't regret anything. I think it was a good choice to have agreed to your question", I said and leaned my back against the wall.
"Are you sure? I don't want to pressure you into anything you don't actually want and-"

That was the moment I made him shut up with pressing my lips on his and kissing him softly. After I pulled away again, I softly pecked him on the cheek and said: "I would have told you if I wouldn't have wanted this."

"I know, I just wanted to make sure", he said cutely.
I grinned and shook my head in amusement. This was just one trait of Hoseok I absolutely loved. Even though he knew I was fine, he always checked up on me if I might have changed my mind on something.

As we were done eating we continued to unpack all of the boxes. I worked in the kitchen, while Hoseok was in the living room.
"Hey y/n?", I suddenly heard him call. I left all the things as they were and walked into the living room.

"Have you changed your mind now?", I joked but he looked quite serious.
"What's wrong?", I asked concerned.
"What's this?", he asked and showed me a smaller box.

It was filled with a camera and a lot of old pictures. My eyes grew wide as I realized what those pictures were.
"Hoseok, I can explain-"
"Well, you better explain this", he interrupted me.

"Look, before you think anything wrong, I didn't cheat on you, those are pictures from three years ago."
"That was when we met for the first time."
"I know. In the beginning, I always told you I'm not ready for a relationship because I just had a horrible break up with my ex-boyfriend, right?"

He remained silent for a while, thought about it and then nodded.
"Right", he agreed.
"That was him. The guy in the pictures with me. That is my ex-boyfriend", I explained.

"And you still have feelings for him?", Hoseok asked and raised an eyebrow.
"What? No!"
"Why do you keep all those pictures then?"

"Because it was my intention to give the box back to him. The stuff in it besides the pictures belongs to him. I kept it in my closet for a while because I couldn't stand the thought of losing the last bits of him as well. It was buried under my clothes so I simply forgot about the box."

Hoseok looked at me and nodded.
"Alright, I'm sorry for mistrusting you", he said and softly pulled me into a hug. He wrapped his arms around me and I wrapped mine around his torso.
"Don't worry about it, I would have probably reacted the same way."

He placed a soft kiss on the top of my head before I went back to the kitchen to unpack the other stuff. The last thing we did on this day was putting our bed together, so we were able to sleep. Both of us were completely exhausted as we fell into the bedsheets.

"Most of the things that we need to do are done by now right?", he asked and softly pulled me close.
"I guess so. We did a lot today", I said. Hoseok nodded and started telling me something but I didn't listen to him properly.

I started to digress with my thoughts. How come I forgot about the box with all the things of my ex-boyfriend? I didn't have any feelings towards him anymore that's for sure but why didn't I throw all of the stuff away? Did they still have a meaning to me?

Well, certainly they did. I've been together with my ex-boyfriend for several years and we did indeed share some beautiful moments. I never regretted dating him, not even for a second. The way he let me down still hurt but it didn't make me hate him.

"Yah, are you even listening?", Hoseok suddenly ripped me out of my thoughts.
"What? I'm sorry", I mumbled and bit my lip. Instantly his expression got softer and his gaze was full of concern.
"What's on your mind?", he asked.

"I better not tell you. I don't want you to think anything wrong or get mad", I mumbled.
"Nonsense. Why would I? I trust you and I love you, nothing can change that. And I mean it when I say you can always talk to me about everything. So tell me, what's wrong?"

I sighed and started telling him about the thoughts I had. Hoseok just listened and softly played with a strand of my hair.
"Listen, it's normal that you think about it that way. I mean, I'm not happy about it but you always share beautiful and memorable moments in a relationship", he said and sat up.

"Wait here", he said, got out of the room and came back a few minutes later with a familiar camera in his hands. I looked at him confused but he just laid down next to me again.

"What are you up to?", I asked and he looked at me.
"That was the camera in the box. I guess it was his. So, he used it to capture all the moments you had. Now I want to use it to capture all of our special moments, starting from the day we moved in together."

He held up the camera and took a picture of us lying in the bed next to each other.
"Hobi, I don't even wear makeup anymore", I immediately protested.
"Stop complaining, you look absolutely beautiful", he said and kissed my cheek.

"You goofball", I chuckled and rested my head on his chest.
"Why do you want to use his camera anyway?", I then asked.
"It has a special meaning to you, doesn't it?"

I looked up to him and thought about it. That every camera was part of the most beautiful moments I had in my past relationship. Even though I would have never admitted it, it wouldn't have been easy for me to throw it away.

"See?", Hoseok continued talking.
"I didn't even answer you", I said.
He grinned and looked me in the eyes.
"That you had to think about it was the first obvious sign. But I also know you too well by now, if you like it or not."

"So we'll keep the camera?"
"We will. And from now on, it will be our camera. It will now capture all of our moments. Like that, I hope you'll finally be able to forget what he did to you while seeing the camera. From now on, it will be a special thing in our relationship and you'll be able to link special moments we share to it and not your past."

"You're the best boyfriend one could wish for Jung Hoseok", I smiled happily.
"I love you too little one", he smiled and softly leaned down to kiss me. Immediately I kissed him back, closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of security and love he gave me.

After he pulled away he laid the camera on the floor since neither one of us put the nightstand together yet. Our apartment was still a mess but it already felt like home with Hoseok by my side. Smiling I closed my eyes and just listened to the sound of his heartbeat until I fell asleep.

It was the first night in our new apartment and many more were to follow.