BTS Imagines

Kim Seokjin (II)

"Please get him! I need him here with me now! It can't wait, I-"

"He's in the middle of a concert, I can't get him right now."

"If you don't get Jin right now, I swear to god", I threatened, already in deep pain because of the throes.

"I see what I can do, I-"
"Don't only see what you can do! I need my boyfriend here with me right now, because our child is coming! I'm not going to do it without Jin!", I interrupted the staff that was talking to me on the phone.

"Alright, I'm going to get him, he's going to be there, I promise", she then said.
"Then stop talking to me and get him!", I screamed as the next labor pain hit me.

I breathed heavily with tears in my eyes, hoping that Jin would make it in time. He took good care of me during my pregnancy but now, he was in the middle of a concert while I was in the hospital, expecting our child to come within the next hour.

But the pain was so bad, I wanted him to be at my side. I didn't have the strength to do it on my own. Sure, my mother was by my side, but that was something different. She wasn't able to calm me down as Jin would.

"Honey, Jin just released a Twitter statement saying that he's sorry to have left the concert but that it was urgent and that he'll explain some time", my mother suddenly said, which made me relax a little bit.

"So he's on his way?", I asked and she nodded smiling.
"I'm sure he is", she said and I closed my eyes. I breathed heavily as the next throes hit me, burying my nails into the mattress of the bed.

"You're doing a great job honey, just breathe it out, everything will be alright", she said, trying to calm me down and distract me from the pain.
"Mom, I want Jin to be here right now", I cried and was totally overwhelmed by all the different feelings I felt right now.

Pain. Relief. Anxiety.
I couldn't control my feelings anymore so I just continued crying for a bit until the door suddenly opened. Immediately I looked up, hoping that it was Jin, but it was just a doctor who wanted to check on me.

"Everything alright?", he asked and smiled.
"Pretty far from alright", I said, closing my eyes as the next throes hit me.
"Just breathe it out. I think it will not take too long now until you can welcome your child to this world", he said.

I nodded and bit my lip. Desperately I breathed as much as I could to hopefully make the pain go away but nothing helped.
"I can't do this", I cried.
"Yes you can and you must. You have wonderful people around you that are trying to help you, so you're not on your own", the doctor softly said.

"I want Jin to be here!", I said and wiped my tears away.
"I'm sure he's going to be here soon. I have to check up on other patients now. You're doing a great job, just keep going with it", the doctor said before he left the room.

"Y/N!", I suddenly heard a familiar voice.
"Jin!", I said in relief and looked towards him. He came in the room looking like he just ran a marathon.
"I'm sorry I'm here so late! I wanted to be here earlier but there was so much traffic and-", he started but I interrupted him with a groan of pain.

I grabbed his hand out of reflex and held it tightly as the next throes hit me. Breathing heavily in and out, I closed my eyes.
"You're doing a great job little one, I'm so proud of you. You're so strong", Jin softly whispered, kneeling down beside the bed.