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Jeon Jungkook

We were friends for a while now. Jeon Jungkook and I. We met at a party through a friend and kept in touch ever since.

From the first moment on we got along perfectly. We had a lot of things in common and had the same opinion on most of the topics that were discussed.

He was a fun and easy person to talk to and I enjoyed every minute I spent with him. But lately, things changed. At least for me, they changed.

It wasn't my intention to develop feelings for Jungkook, it kind of just happened. And now I was a mess, breaking my head over the thought if he would like me too or not. Even though we were pretty similar, sometimes he was quite hard for me to read.

I just hoped every day that he would return my feelings sometime and wouldn't reject me. He meant a lot to me and I didn't want to risk anything that would affect our friendship.

At least in the beginning. After about half a year of me having feelings for Jungkook, I decided to tell him how I see him. I told him to meet me and so he did. He picked me up at my apartment and we went to a restaurant to eat something together.

"Is everything okay?", he asked, sounding quite concerned as he paid the bill. Neither one of us got up to leave though, because the atmosphere of the restaurant was quite nice.
"Yes... Well, kind of, I guess", I sighed nervously and leaned back.
"Do you want to talk it out?", he asked softly, his eyes basically piercing me.

"I don't know... If I tell you this, it might change the way things are between us. I don't know if for better or for worse though", I said and bit my lip.
Jungkook was obviously pretty confused.
"Why don't you tell me what's wrong and we try to make the best out of it, as always. I bet it can't be too bad", he said.

I looked at him and was absolutely terrified. Never in my life had I told a boy what I felt for him. But I couldn't stand having this secret anymore. I just wanted him to know how I felt to get it off my head. So I breathed deeply and started talking.

"Listen, Jungkook, I think I like you."
"Well, I like you too", he interrupted me confused.
"Just let me talk, will you?", I giggled, amused by the fact that he didn't seem to know what I was about to tell him. He nodded in response so I continued talking.

"I think I like you more than I even should. I don't really know how to describe my feelings for you best... It's just... Every time we're alone like at our walks in the evenings or even when we just meet up like now, I always get kind of nervous about the fact that you're around. Not in a negative way though.

Sometimes I make up excuses for stupid things. Like, you know how you always ask me if I'm cold when we're out at night? Most of the times I'm perfectly fine but I tell you that I'm cold anyway, because I like it how you care for me and give me your jacket.

I like the little things you do for me like showing up at my door out of nowhere just because you don't want to eat alone. I like it when we just cuddle up on the sofa, watching bad and stupid movies just because we're able to make fun of it then.

It's probably completely selfish but I just... I don't know. You just make me feel special and that you care for me and I like that feeling. I didn't have it in a long time and I don't want to lose it.

I don't want to destroy our friendship with this Jungkook. I just wanted to tell you how I feel because... I don't even know why... I'm so sorry."