BTS Imagines

Min Yoongi

I was deep in thoughts, so I didn't hear him enter the room. He stood at the door for a few moments watching me, before slowly approaching the sofa I was sitting on. I didn't notice his presence until he sat down right next to me.

"Hey", he said and showed a light smile.
"Hey Yoongi", I said, took a glance at him and looked at my hands right after.

"Are you okay?", he asked, not showing any emotions on his face as usual.
"Yes... I was just... thinking", I mumbled.

"Do you want to talk it out?"
"No, it's alright", I replied after a few moments of silence.

Yoongi and I had been in BTS for half a year now. It didn't take us long to notice that we were quite similar. We both been through some terrible things in our past and didn't want to be a burden for others now, so we usually didn't talk to others about our feelings or worries. Both of us always pretended to be strong, even though a part of us was broken on the inside. But since I was the only girl in the group, I had even a harder time opening up to the other guys than Yoongi did.

"Y/N", he then said, his voice unexpectedly calm.
"I know how you feel, trust me, I do. But I think it's time for both of us to open up a bit. We can't go on like this forever."

"I can", I immediately replied without even thinking about what I said.

"No one can, don't be silly."

I bit my lip, knowing that he was right.

"Listen, Namjoon hyung earlier said that he wanted to talk to all of us, sort of like a meeting I assume. We should do something like a talking session, I think that will be good for the others as well. Are you in?", Yoongi asked and looked at me.

"I don't know.. I'm not very good at talking about my feelings", I replied insecurely.
"Than we'll learn it together", he said, showing me his gummy smile.

"Alright, you win", I sighed and smiled lightly.
"Come on then", he said, got up and pulled me up as well.

We walked to the kitchen together, where we always held our 'meetings', because the kitchen offered the most space for all 8 of us.

"Ah, there you are!", we were greeted by Jimin while we sat down at the table. I looked around, noticing that one was missing.

"Where is Jungkook?", Namjoon asked and got an answer right away.
"Here I am! Sorry", Jungkook said while entering the kitchen and sat down next to Taehyung.

"So, why are we here?", Hoseok asked.
"Well", Namjoon started explaining but I didn't listen to him properly. The others started talking as well, while I just sat quietly between Yoongi and Jimin.

"So, you all got it?", Namjoon asked as soon as he was finished and it was the first sentence he spoke, where I listened to him properly. We all nodded in agreement and looked at him.

"Were you even listen?", he asked, eyeing Yoongi and me skeptically. We both looked at him, not saying a word and Yoongi shook his head lightly.

"What's wrong with you?", Jin asked worriedly. I just bit my lip and looked at Yoongi.

"Uhm... We decided to talk to you guys. Like, about our feelings", he said.
"You don't have to", Hoseok said because he knew how hard it was for us.