Dancing with the King (Book 1 of The Vampire Waltz Collection)

Chapter 4

MARIA'S POV

I woke up again in great pain but it's all a dream right?

"None of it was a dream. Everything we did was a reality... " a voice talked inside my mind. Yet it came from a man.

I bolted in fear, tingles of shame and tiredness moved along my body for which that one who answered me was beside me. Laying down all tall and buff though I haven't see his face yet.

He pushed me back to bed and hurdle me with his heavy arms and it was all well built but I'll just say he's good looking and at all but this is a joke and a dream! This is a nightmare! I've been touched against my will and mistreated! Well I kinda wanted it but hell no I didn't just think of that! I was entranced by him, clearly it was wrong yet lively.

This is so wrong! I have sinned so badly!

"Stop babbling in your mind... I need some sleep after turning you." he murmured.

"What do you mean turning me? " my voice cracked in asking.

I was confused at my own feelings and the situation that occured as I lay all bare in the bed sheets. I haven't slept naked in bed or any desire of making love until I'm married but no in this dream I'm sleeping with a vampire, I wonder how my friend would react of me telling her this dream. A total deja Vu!  As I  felt a pang of pain at my neck realizing I was bitten already and my mouth tasted like this metallic tang with spices somehow spicy and hot yet cool too. It does taste good or great but what is it.

"It's my blood" he spoke in my mind again.

He suddenly pulled my waist closer to him and my little feet a little bit under his knee from my small stature.

Oh shit shit what's happening. I panicked, scared of what he'll do to me yet he seems nice to me. My thoughts was overwhelmed with fear and frustration on what I felt.

I closed my eyes as he kissed my neck where he bit me last night I guess. My eyes came tearing water again yelling in my mind calling help to my mother! I was terrified.

"I'm tired let's sleep until the sun goes down. You won't be needing food as much but blood now. "

He told me and buried his face in my hair as I cry yet when he rubbed my back I feel at peace but that wasn't enough.

'Okay I'll just sleep then but when I woke up you won't be here anymore. ' I chanted at my own mind, trying to wake myself up from this nightmare.

Rapist.... he's a rapist, I know u had to come up with a plan to get out of here. I muttered in my mind arms Cross and don't even wanna think that he's cuddling me. I feel so grossed up of myself. What did I do to deserve this? I just wanna go home now, I really do..

I woke up again for the third time and I felt lively!

I wasn't so.. I'm fine... I'm not fine. There's no sore nor pain no any pain or cramps it was a goodnight sleep and I realized that I'm still naked in bed but the good thing is that jerk isn't here!

Feeling weird and sticky also dry in between my legs. Damn him! It still feels like hell that it makes my legs tremble when I walk. I don't have any memory much about what he did but I just let him! I just let him! Cursing and stomping my foot around as I changed back to my clothes but why can't I remember any of what he did to me? Tears pour down from my cheeks.

When I looked at myself in the mirror I can say that my skin looks more paler and smooth yet kinda hard. I still look the same but somethings wrong about what I think I look like. Somehow adorably charming than before.