BTS Imagines

Jung Hoseok (I)

"Forget it. I don't like guys like you, there's nothing you can change about that Hoseok", I said.
"Are you sure?", he whispered, grinned and leaned in towards me. I wanted to take a step back when I remembered I couldn't.

His face got closer to mine and I just stared him in the eyes. The tension between us grew constantly and I started sweating a bit. The closer he got, the more I wanted to be somewhere else.

I've never been nervous around him but in that very moment, he made me feel like I had to give a speech in front of the whole world.

"Stop pretending you don't want this", he whispered and just a few inches parted our lips now.
"Leave me alone", I whispered, not even believing myself that I didn't want this.

I wasn't able to move and Hoseok got even closer to my face.
"Just close your eyes and enjoy."

I was blushing like crazy and was able to feel his hot breath on my lips. It smelled like mint toothpaste and I got to say that made him quite attractive for me

Right before his lips touched mine I was finally able to realize what was happening at that moment. I pushed him away harshly, looked at him for a few seconds and just ran away to my class after.

That was definitely one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. But I'm sure I would have regretted kissing him. Everyone was staring at me when I entered the room and Hoseok followed soon after.

He sat down next to me and poked me with a pencil.
"Would you please stop that?", I sighed and was completely annoyed by him.
"Nope", he grinned and just continued with it.

"Tell me, how can I win you?", he asked.
"You can't Hoseok, okay? You can't! I don't like you. I hate your character and I hate your attitude. You can't just take whatever you want and assume that everyone is fine with it.

Just accept that you have no chance with me. I'm not falling for your tricks, so leave me alone and annoy someone else alright?"

"Wow, alright..", he mumbled and looked at me shocked. I was probably harsher than I intended to be but I didn't care as long as he finally got my message.

"Everything alright?", my teacher suddenly asked and looked at me and Hoseok.
"May I go to the restroom please?", I asked and he nodded. So I stood up and made my way out of the room.

I went to the restroom, washed my hands and looked at myself in the mirror. For a little while, I just stood there and looked at me, before I went out again.

After that, things went pretty quick. I was pressed against the door and felt a pair of soft lips on mine. I didn't even have time to see the person in front of me, but I was sure that it was Hoseok.

And as he pulled away I was able to see that I was right.
"Are you insane?", I yelled at him and slapped him out of reflex.

"Ouch!", he whined and put a hand on his cheek. I didn't mean to hit him that hard but you were able to see my hand on his cheek.
"I'm sorry", I mumbled and looked at him.
"Why the hell did you do that?", he asked.

"Are you serious? Because you just kissed me! I never wanted that to happen, never! And you just took my decision away and left me no choice", I said.

"I'm sorry. I just had to kiss you. Since weeks I'm imagining what it would feel like. What your lips would feel like. You drive me crazy and I don't know why! I think so much about you, although I don't even want it.

You're driving me insane, I swear to god, I just want this to end. And I thought to kiss you might help but it didn't. It just made it worse. I never felt that way before", Hoseok said.

"What are you saying?", I asked confused.
"I think I might fall for you", he mumbled and looked at the ground.

"Well, stop it then! I don't want to have anything to do with you Hoseok", I said, pushed him away from me and walked back to the classroom without waiting for him to respond.

I did felt a bit guilty, but I always swore to myself, I'm never going to fall for Jung Hoseok, never. And I wanted to stay true to myself.

And that day I did succeed in my plans. But little did I know what the future would hold for us.

Someday I finally had to break the promise then, because the only thing I never wanted to happen, was happening.

I was falling for the playboy, Jung Hoseok.