•Bermuda Triangle• Yoonminkook

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Jungkook's POV

That evening and night Jimin and I spent it together, either in bed or in the living room eating and watching a movie. So it would sound reasonable to say that I fell asleep quite easily.

And it wasn't just that. I saw a dream I would characterize as wonderful, because it was something I had missed.

I was with him, walking under the light of a thousand stars, in what looked like a beach. Yes that's right it must have been I beach because I was feeling quite chilly and the sound of the waves as they hit the shore filled my ears. I raised my head to look at the sky and smiled. I couldn't see him but I knew he was doing the same thing but only he was looking at me. I lowered my eyes and gazed at him, while he looked at my lips. And in the end he kissed me. It was just a small peck on the lips but it made me shiver.

"Yoongi!" I muttered. In the dream he smiled and I hugged him tightly. I wanted to never let go.

But I did. I woke up in the middle of the night as if someone had pressed my on button. It was really dark inside the bedroom and I could hear Jimin breathing next to me. I lifted slowly my body upwards and sat on the bed looking towards the window. Suddenly I breathed out and got up to go the kitchen where I had once again left my phone.

My fingers acted like the usually did, unlocking the device and dialing Yoongi's phone number.

"I don't even know why it happened tonight. I had a pleasant evening with Jimin but I dreamed of you. I don't even know why!" I repeated whispering. "It was... on a beach. Have we ever gone to a beach at night together? I can't even remember... I don't seem ready to accept the fact that we can't be together anymore." I muttered. "Goodnight!" I said sensing that if I went on I would end up crying again and hung up.

I checked the time and saw that it was 4:26. I smiled bitterly. Why? I had fallen asleep feeling quite good.

"Jungkook?" I suddenly heard and turned around sharply. Jimin was standing in the hallway looking sleepy. "Who were you talking to?" He asked me.

"No one!" I replied and turned off my phone putting on the table, it's screen facing down.

"Let me rephrase that... why?" He asked me.

"What-?"

"Jungkook I know! I heard you muttering his name in your sleep and your been calling him for the past two nights!" Jimin cut me off and I was left staring at him dumbfounded. He came close to me and placed his hands on my shoulder and made me look at him. "Why? Am I not your boyfriend Jungkook? Am I not enough?"

"Stop it!" I mumbled and turned my head to the side.

"Look at me! Why? Didn't we just have a lovely night together? I said look at me!" He repeated and I glared at him. "Jungkook this can't go on! How would you feel if I started texting my ex-!"

"Go ahead!"  I hissed.

"Is that all you got to say?!" He shouted and his eyes widened.

"What else do you want me to say? It's not the same thing Jimin!"

"How is it different? Haven't you guys broken up months ago?" He asked removing his hands from me and leaving them fall next to him.

I got ready to say something but I regretted it. To be honest I didn't know what to say.

"Jungkook answer me this." Jimin said in a calmer tone. "What are we right now?"

I didn't speak for sometime and that irritated him.

"Jungkook!"

"What?" I snapped.

"How did I end up like that damn it?" He mumbled to himself. "Just admit it! You're still not over him!"

"I'm the one who broke up with-!"

"That doesn't matter!"

"Jimin I'm over him!" I protested even though I knew it was pointless.

"Then why are you calling him? Stop lying to yourself damn it!!" Jimin shouted.

"I don't know!" I screamed.

Jimin seemed unamused. He must have gotten used to my silly behavior. He simply walked away and muttered:

"Goodnight".

When he walked in the bedroom I took my apartment keys and left to go to my bedroom. But as soon as I stepped inside the apartment I collapsed on the couch and remained there thinking of everything else. Mainly trying to make myself see that dream again. I wanted it to continue, I haven't kissed him in such a long time that I almost couldn't remember how it felt.

But who was I kidding. I didn't remember. I couldn't. It was a feeling I had completely forgotten and I secretly longed for, for maybe all these months.

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I had a similar dream last night and I am feeling quite messed up.