Jungkook's POV
I couldn't stay in the apartment, I was too scared of what Yoongi would do. I had never seen him like that. Yoongi had never gotten angry at me for something that was actually important, so I felt like in the end, even after all this time I didn't know him at all. He scared me because in his eyes I had seen his rightful anger, that was created after all the mistreatment he had taken from me.
I feared that during the night he would burst in the apartment and hurt me in some way. The Yoongi I knew would never do such thing, but again the Yoongi of that night was a part of him I had never met.
Even though I understood that Jimin was somehow responsible this whole thing had turned out like that,he was the only one that could and was willing to help me. So that night he took me to his apartment and I slept next to him on his bed. It took me sometime to fall asleep, my eyes kept flooding with tears but eventually, after my pillow was soaked enough, I fell asleep from the exhaustion. I didn't have a single dream that night and I woke up untroubled after 6 hours, around 9:00 am.
I opened my eyes and was confused at first, not being able to realize where I was lying. Soon I realized that I was in Jimin's bedroom and everything came back. I bit my lip, tried to ignore the pain I felt in my heart and crawled out of the sheets. I stumbled till the kitchen where Jimin was silently sipping his dark coffee. When he heard me he raised his eyes and looked at me bitterly. I stood still for a moment feeling ambivalent.
Eventually I brought my hand up and slapped him hard across his face.
Jimin touched his red cheek but didn't speak neither did I. I bit hardly on my bottom lip but it wasn't enough to hold back my tears. They started running down my cheekbones, staining my skin on their way down.
"I'm sorry!" Whispered Jimin.
"Idiot" I whispered ignoring him.
"Jungkook-"
"Idiot!" I shouted and took a few steps back to lean against his refrigerator. Jimin didn't say anything. "Why? Did you enjoy seeing us fighting like dogs?" I screamed at of the blue.
"No!" He protested and got up. His chair fell to the ground.
"Then why?" I shouted.
"I swear it was a mistake I was drunk-!"
"You're an alcoholic!" I yelled not even understanding the moment that the word came out of my mouth.
Jimin was boiling. He was ready to say something but he clenched his fists and calmed himself down.
"I'm really sorry-!"
"I don't care" I interrupted him calmly shaking my head from side to side. "The damage is already done. You fucked us up good time!"
We stood across each other looking to the other person's eyes, Jimin's filled with regret and mine with dried up tears. Suddenly I sat on the floor and started crying again. I wept so loudly that Jimin panicked and kneeled down in front of me.
"I beg of you stop crying, I'm sorry!" He kept saying but I signed negatively.
"I'm not... actually... angry at you!" I stuttered. "Because I'm the one who actually fucked it up!" I admitted in between my sobs.
"Oh Jungkook" Jimin whispered and hugged me pressing my head on his shoulder.
"I'm the worst!" I cried and wrapped my arms around him too.
"No Kookie, no!" Jimin whispered and pulled away. He started wiping my tears with his thumbs. But I nodded. "Please stop!" He said as he held my head inside his hands. Our noses touched and I sniffed.
Jimin brought our lips together and I managed to stop whipping. Kissing him helped me to momentarily forget about Yoongi. When we broke the kiss he helped me stand on my feet and took me to sit on a chair.
"Can I trust you won't flip the table?" He asked me with a half smile on his lips.
I nodded and took the cup he offered me afterwards.
"Thank you" I mumbled.
We sat there silent for a couple of minutes until Jimin broke the silence to say:
"It's not solely your fault".
I didn't say anything and he didn't continue.
"Look, Jungkook" he said after some time. "I have to get going now... you should get some more sleep, perhaps go to your apartment, I don't want to lock you in here! I think it's safe enough."
I thought of disagreeing with him but he preempt that.
"You shouldn't worry, I don't think he'll come back, today at least!" He rushed to add.
I nodded. I went inside his bedroom and wore my shoes. After I said goodbye to Jimin I collapsed on the bed and slept again trying to empty my head.
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