Peculiarity(JeffMads/Modern AU)REVAMPING ❌

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i dont have a song for this chapter whoops

James p.o.v.

I was pulled out of sleep suddenly by lips pressed against my out. Thomas pulled out of the kiss "Good morning." He smirked before kissing me again. I put my arms around his neck "Hey.." I finally responded quietly. "Your voice is really sexy in the morning." Thomas said kissing me again.

I moved my arms and absentmindedly spun my sleeve on my index and middle fingers. I looked at my hands realizing what I was doing, not bothering to stop.

Tommy put his hand on my chin amd made me look up at him "Don't be nervous baby." He said in a comforting new tone. My face flushed lightly.

"We have to head to school." He kissed me again "unless you have other plans." Ohhhhhh shute. "We can get up if you want..." I cleared my throat, wanting to look anywhere but him. Although something about him seemed so comforting. He smiled

"Go ahead and shower if you want. I already did." He slid his hands down my body as he sat on his knees. I nodded playing with my sleeve anxiously still.

Time skip

I sighed pulling my shoes on. Thomas stood patiently at the door. I grabbed my backpack and walked into the hall with him. We walked into the lobby, I looked at Thomas who was clearly anxious. "What's wrong?" He shook his head.

"Nothing." I followed him out of the building. He opened my car door calming down and moving to his side. I looked at him as he started the car.

"Tommy?" He hummed checking behind the car. "You seem nervous about something." He shook his head switching gears and moving onto the express way.

"Thomas, you're off today." That sentence clearly struck a nerve with him because he visibly tensed up. "I don't know you mean." He said turning lanes. "You're tense." He sighed. "I'm fine." I shook my head

"Tommy. What's up?" He looked down "I-I just...the lobby smelled like lavender." I remembered from past experience that lanvender was a huge turn on for him, not for a reason he'd like though, so it's also a trigger for him.

"Tommy, I'm sorry." He shook his head drumming his fingers on the steering wheel. "It's not your fault." I felt so stupid "I should have known- I'm so sorry." He exhaled strongly.

"It's fine." When he doesn't get extremly rough he gets extremly sad. This is evident from the fact that he started to cry.

"Tommy it's gonna be okay." I held his hand. Thomas couldn't help but cry. Every four out of ten times he'll break down according do his math. "Jemmy I'm- I'm sorry." He said through tears.

"It's okay. Tommy, I'm here for you." He never went into great detail about why Lavender was a turn on and more about why it was a trigger. "What if I have a flashback?" He asked nervously

"You won't. I'm here. Just keep talking to me." I felt him tense up again "Tommy. It's okay." He stopped crying as much and chuckled "Thank god for traffic, amiright?" He joked. I giggled "Yeah."

I felt him calm down. "Tommy?" He hummed "How are doing?" He shrugged "fantastic." I sighed "How are you actually doing?." He furrowed his brow "I'm doing great." I sighed "You're not." He nodded "Yes I am." I sighed.