Falling For You

Chapter 38: Deep Conversation

I wipe the tears off my face and try to make it look like I haven't been crying. Austin walks in the room with Zach Rob and Alex. He looks at me with a sad expression. I think he knows I've been crying.

"Austin. We need to talk." I say. I stand up and take him up to our room.

"(Y/N)... What's wrong?" Austin asks while I sit down on the bed. I hand him my phone. He looks stunned. I start crying again.

"Who sent these to you?" He asks.

"I don't know." I say while sobbing. He hugs me tightly.

"It's gonna be okay (Y/N)." He says while rubbing my back.

"Austin there's something else I have to tell you.." I say.

"What is it?" Austin asks. This is when it all comes out. I lift up my sleeve and show him the bandages. He looks stunned.

"Your probably gonna hate me forever because I did this. Just get it over with and tell me you hate me. So I know now. I'm crazy and you probably don't love me anymore because I di-" I was saying but get cut off by Austin kissing me.

"(Y/N)... I don't hate you. Why did you do this?" He asks while holding my hand.

"Everything." I say.

"(Y/N)... Whenever you feel like cutting just tell me. I don't want you to turn into one of those people who doesn't let anyone in. And I swear I'm going to figure out who texted you." He says.

"O-o-okay." I say. He pulls me into a hug. We end up laying down. We climb under the covers and fall asleep.

-Later-

I wake up and see Austin's still asleep. I look over at the time and see it's 5:30 pm. I slowly get up out of bed and walk downstairs. I see Zach, Rob, Alex, and Eve sitting on the couch.

"Hi guys." I say while sitting down next to Eve.

"Wassup girlllll." Zach says. I laugh.

"Nothing. Eve wanna go to the beach?" I ask.

"Sure." She says. We get up and change into our suits. I put on a gold strapless top with cheetah print bottoms and Eve puts on a silver string strapless bikini with silver bottoms. When we are ready we head down to the beach and start to tan.