And I smiled

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It was obvious you liked me

Everyone was just oblivious

You treated me differently to everyone on this entire world

But I never put too much thought into it until you told me in person

You told me how you felt

Oh how awkward it was that night

I told you I didn't feel the same way and how sorry I was

The pain showed very clearly on your face

But I only said that because I was scared people would make fun of me

And you knew that

But you just said ok

I tried to sugar coat my words

But I don't think I did it good enough

You stopped talking to me

You stopped texting me

You stopped looking at me for crying out loud

And that's when I realised how true that 'you'll never really appreciate something until it's gone' quote was

I knew I had lost a piece of my heart

All because I was scared of being embarrassed

And that's when I saw you talking to Jacob

You were laughing

Smiling

And just having fun

I didn't think much of it until you kissed his cheek and he blushed

Then you guys hugged

You exchanged phone numbers

And exchanged a kiss again

Jacob then left

And you glanced at me for a second

Truly showing me what I had lost

I continued to stand there heart broken

I tried to talk to you but it was obvious you weren't having any of it

I wanted to forget you

But everything just seemed to remind me more and more

I saw you two everywhere

Having the best times of your life

I should say I'm happy that you're happy

But I can't forget that I could've been like that with you if I hadn't been stupid and just not cared

You finally talked to me

You asked me how I was doing

I said I was sorry for what I did and I love you

But you told me it's too late

You loved me but it taught you to love the right person who loves you back no matter what

You said if you really love a person

You wouldn't care about the embarrassment and hatred that comes from it

And that you don't love me anymore

I small tear fell out my eye as you left me

I stood alone on the road

I saw an up coming truck heading my way

It couldn't see me and it wasn't slowing down anytime soon

And I smiled

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I'm excited I'm going to Aussie tomorrow!!

And it's a little cold where I am right now

So Poop me

Bye bye's

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