Dark Whispers (BWWM) (Preview)

1.Ivana

I sat down behind my desk in the court room and looked out into the crowed of people taking there sit. I didn't say anything just listened as the lawer started talking and I wrote it down. I was bored like I always am but then again how fun is court reporting. I looked around and spotted Kevin, my ex boyfriend looking at me. He was a lawyer and a good one to but when it mattered her as a horrible boyfriend.

"Did you get all of that?" The judge asked me.

"Yes, your honor." I said back to him.

I couldn't wait for this to be over and I can go home, alone. I never got interesting cases, mostly divorce cases for the most part and that was no fun for me. After about 4 more hours I walked out of the court house tired. I got here at about 7:30 and it was after 8:00 pm and I was beat for the day.

"Hey Ivana!" Kevin said running to me and I huffed.

"What is it Kevin?" I asked annoyed by him.

"Calm down kitty cat, I just wanted to see if you wanted to get dinner with me." He said smiling.

"No, I want to go home." I said walking away from him.

"Come on Ivana, I know us dating didn't work out but dame we had good times together, Right?" He said as I stopped in front of my car.

"No, we didn't have good times together. You fucking cheated on me did you forget about that." I said pulling the door open.

"I know and that as a dick move, but why don't we go back to your place and we can talk about it." He looked down my shirt the whole time he talked.

"Oh get lost you egoistic, stuck up ass whole." I said getting into my car and pulling off.

That guy had some fucking nerve, cheat on me and then try to have sex with me. Maybe I would have said yes if sex with him was worth anything. Two years of faking orgasms, I should win an Oscar for my performance. The bad thing is sex is ever where for me, Image the pain of walking to a room and looking for cute guys. It sounds normal but to do it ever where is bad, even at work, where I see divorced, single men everyday. I jumped back when my phone rang and I pressed the button in my car.

"Hello?" I said.

"Oh my goodness Ivana where are you?" Lilith yelled over the phone.

"Lilith, I'm not coming out tonight." I said to her.

"Oh my fuck Ivana what the hell? You say that ever fucking night man." She yelled at me again. 

"I've been at work all day, I wanted to go to bed." I said huffing.

"You are going to die at the fucking job of your, all you do is work and that great to work but give yourself a break. You are going home, alone again, with anyone." She said slowly.

"I know what alone mean Lilith." I said laughing.

"Come on Ivana you have been single for like 3 years, I know you're horney as fuck by now." She said laughing.

"That's why I have a vibrator, and I'll be fine just go to the party. We can hang out tomorrow. I don't have work till the case continues next Tuesday." I said smiling.

"Oh cool, four day weekend. Well I have this great place to take you, its fun as hell but since you're not a member you cant do to much." She said.

"What type of place is this?" I asked wonder.

"I'll tell you later, walking into the party now. Bye, love you babe." She said hanging up the phone.

I pulled to a stop in front of my apartment building and looked up at the window of my place. I hate coming home alone, I know it seems small but being alone is not something I like. I didn't have much a relationship with my family my sister being a bitch but my brother is a cool guy. I step out of my car and walked up to my apartment seeing Ms. Young had her door open. I softly knocked then pushed the door open to see her in front of the TV sleep.

"Ms. Young." I said to the old woman but she didn't move.

I took the lit cigarette from her and smashed it into the ask tray. I till you she's going to burn the whole place down one day.

"Ms. Young." I said louder and she woke up looking at me confused.

She was a funny old lady with a spark of a personality as she stood looking at me.

"Why are you even her on a Friday night?" She said looking for the cigarette I put out.

"Going to bed." I said walking behind her.  

"You're to young and beautiful to be at home alone again. If I still had a body like yours I would be the biggest slut in the world. I would be with a different guy every night, having  fun, being a normal 26 year old." She said lighting a cigarette.

"As fun as that sounds, I'll pass on being a slut." I said laughing at her.

"Are you hungry?" She said walking to the kitchen.

I sat down looking at the TV as she looked at some movie, what the hell movie is this? I looked as a three men walked onto the TV to one woman dressed in almost nothing. She removed her clothes and I saw this was a porno she is watching.

"Oh my goodness, Ms. Young" I said turning it off.

She walked out handing me a slice of apple pie and looked at her TV.

"Don't turn off my show, I love to see these movies. Back when I was a young girl like yourself it was frown one to be that sexually happy. I was a young girl like yourself in the late 50's and thing wasn't so open like today. I was young, wild but being white and a daughter of a high profile pastor all of this was a big no." She said rambling on.

I ate my pie listening to her but my eyes kept going to the threesome that was on TV. I didn't want to watch this with Ms. Young but inside I craved for something like this. I don't know what I really wanted from a man but something new was what I craved for.