Forever Lost

Chapter 78

Shawn's POV 

5 years later

''Sam come out you little! You can't hide in there forever'' I laugh. 

''Oh yesss I can!'' She giggles. 

''Oh you think so?'' I pick up the key to the bathroom and slowly insert the key. 

''Yeah I definitely think so!'' I could hear her smile.

''Well..... I think you're wrong'' I smirk and instantly open the door as she screams. 

''Arghhhhh SHAWN!'' She runs out the bathroom, but I manage to grab her waist and throw her on the bed. ''Shawn.... Please don't... no nononono'' She screams as I start to tickle her. She stopped laughing and turned to her serious face. 

''What? Giving up already?'' I ask, but she didn't answer. Suddenly she made this face that made me question her, ''What?''. 

''WHHOAAAAA'' She shouts and push me off her, as she sits on my stomach.

''Oh no you're not'' I tell her. 

''Oh yes I am'' She giggles. She started tickling me, and I couldn't take it. I laughed so hard that my stomach hurt. 

''It hurts, stop it..'' I pout. She stops and look at me. 

''We both know who's the strongest one of us so you better give up before I tickle you again'' She smirked. 

''Okay okay okay! I give up'' I made her 'win'. She stops and look at me, and that's when I had the opportunity to turn her around. Our face accidentally touched. And I looked into her eyes, as if I'd never see her again. 

''You're so beautiful'' I whisper. She deeply looked into my eyes as my pupils got bigger. 

''I love you'' She breathes... 

Our moment felt like an eternity. ''Promise me this will be forever?'' I cracked a smile. 

''I promise....'' She smiles but gave me the death look when she realized... ''Oh you little vamp freak! You got that line from the vampire diaries!'' She laughs as I get up and and try to run from her. ''Oh shawn you little sneaky thing, come back or I will bite you! SHAWN!!'' 

**Shawn.. Wake up.. Shawn*** 

''Shawn!!! Shawn!!! Shawn!!! Shawn!!!'' I heard them all chant my name. ''Shawn you're going on in a bit wake up'' the crew woke me up. I opened my eyes, shook and got goosebumps. 

''Hey you're alright?'' They ask me. I wasn't really.. But I had to be. 

''I'm .... I'm alright..'' I guess. 

Before going on stage, I placed my hand on the promise ring that was meant to Sam. After she passed away, I made it into a necklace, where she's always be right beside me. And I needed it. Especially today. 

''Happy birthday'' I looked down, smiling to myself. After these 5 year, I'd come to learn the importance of love. I love Sam.. I still do and I always will. And moving on has been hard for me. Because the worst day of loving someone is the day you lose them, and I will never get over that feeling. But having my fans around and knowing that I still have family and friends, I will get to move on. 

Moving on doesn't mean that I'll have to forget Sam, and find another one who can make me think of other things. Moving on means - living your life to the fullest. No matter how things might have been, you gotta look up. Face the truth and learn how to live with it. Learn to love again. Smile... And be yourself. Be happy... 

And I've tried. 

''Shawn!! Shawn!!! Shawn!!!'' I heard them scream 50x louder than what they used to do when she was around. The crowd has gotten bigger... And getting to do this... Is just unbelievable. I'm grateful and I'm lucky. 

''Dad, you can do this'' Someone shouted from behind.