Forever Lost

Chapter 4

Samantha's POV

"Jaden" shawn smiles as he jumps off my lap and opens his arms to hug the little boy.

"Mommy will be home soon" I said to my sisters 2 year old little boy. He pulls out of Shawns hug and slowly walks towards me.

"Where is mommy" he asked in a little squeaky voice.

"Mommy is at work" shawn takes him again and plays around with him.

Shawn..

Could be a great dad..

That's what I thought.

Shawn sits beside me with Jaden on his lap. I hate looking at Jaden.. He reminds me too much of a person I'd rather forget.

"Oh and muff?" ..yeah, shawn calls me muff. Muff for muffin, get it? Get it?

"Tell me" I leaned on his shoulder.

"Next month is my cousins wedding, so.. Mrs. Hilliard are you willing to come on this trip with me, to London" he asks in a goofy voice.

I didn't even have to think about the answer. His goofy voice made me nod before he even finished the sentence.

"Yes!!" He yells as he puts Jaden down and holds around me.

"But do I know your cousin?" I asked curiously.

"Nahh I'm not that close to him, last time I saw him was.. Umm.. 7years ago. Wow that's long." He said.

"Ah ok so I don't know him"

"Mommy is home!!" Jaden speaks up as the door opens and Mel storms in with tons of shopping and grocery bags as usual, and OFCOURSE Shawn gets up and helps her with the bags AS usuaalllll.. He's so nice to me and my family.

"Shawn! I can see your buttcrack!" I joked as he giggles and asks if I was serious. After he put down the grocery bags he looks in the mirror and instantly runs towards me with a creepy look on his face.

"You little liar" he laughs as he carries me and takes me into my room.

"Don't forget protection!" Mel laughs as she prepares dinner.

Shawn dropped me on the floor and closed the door. "Why the floor" I laughed. "It's cooooozy down here" he says and lays down on my belly.

"You know.." He stairs at the ceiling.

"What my darrrrrrrling" I say in a funny voice.

"I love you"