Forever Lost

Chapter 12

Samantha's POV

Sierra told me that she was moving back too, but she never mentioned Cam..

If he's moving back, that means. That means he's gonna be next door and. No he can't.. I kept looking at him, thinking about so many things that I just wasn't supposed to think about.

"Will you excuse me" I said and got up. I got out of the room and went out to the balcony on the other side of the room. I felt like taking a pillow and press my face as hard as it could be and scream like I've never screamed before. My mind was full of things. Everything was just so frustrating.

Okay.. He's coming back? But that doesn't mean a thing. He's just another neighbor. That's all. I mean, that's alright. And he'll never know. I mean how would he find out?

"Hey babe, what's wrong?" Shawn came after me.

"I'm just.. I just wanted to get some fresh air."

"Alright, but the others are up for karaoke! Haha, so you better hurry cause tonight we're gonna show them our team power" he said in a funny voice and I giggled.

My mind was still full of things I wouldn't like to think about but right now? There's only one thing to focus on. And that's Shawn. Shawn is the person I'll think about. We laughed and got into the room where the karaoke-thingy was held.

"Cam, why don't you get up here and find a song that you can sing" Sierra excitedly said.

"Umm, okayy" he got up and sat on the chair by the small scene. "Should we just pick the shuffle playlist? Cause I can't really think of any songs right now" he silently laughed and rubbed the back of his head.

"Sure" the others answered.

As he clicked on the shuffle button.. "Don't love you no more - Craig David" as he read it out loud, I noticed he looked at the audience and had his eyes on me. No.. Don't look at me!

When he started singing, he got me thinking about the old days.

ARGGHHH STOP!

Sam.

Stop it.

While he sang the song he kept looking at me and I kept looking away. He noticed that shawn was looking so he turned to look at Andrea until he finished the song. I held Shawns hand..And slowly started kissing his cheek.

"Sam! Samantha right?" Cam interrupted.

"Yes?"

"You're the famous girlfriend in the family that Shawn has been talking about, so I'd like to invite the special guest to get up here and sing a song for us" he smiled, like everything was normal.

I wanted to decline his offer but looking around the whole room made me think about things. They're nice to me, so I didn't want to be disrespect the offer in front of everyone.

"Sure" I nod and got up to the scene. I didn't know what song to sing so I chose the shuffle playlist as well.

"Red - Taylor Swift"