Forever Lost

Chapter 15

Samantha's POV

I woke up by the sound of Shawn's ringtone. I looked down to see Shawn's hand around my waist, he was still sleeping.

"Sleepy head" I chuckled.

"I heard that" he said, still with closed eyes. He then reached to grab his phone and came back into my arms. He always wanted to cuddle, and that's one of the million things I loved about him.

"Who called?" I asked him.

"It's just Aunt G, she texted me asking if we'd like to go to the dinner tonight"
I immediately thought about Cam. So I was gonna meet him again..

"Babe?" Shawn looks at me. "So yes?" He asked.

"Yeah it's up to you, I mean it's our last day here in London" I smiled.

We both got ready and drove off to Gina's house. "I actually miss Jaden" Shawn laughs as we got in front of their house.

"Jaden?" I was surprised.. Idk why..

"Yeah, I mean in the future, really wanna have a son like him." I got blown away by his words, for some reason. I just never thought about it..

I just faked a smile as we entered the house. We took our seats and the door Bell rang. "Oh it's probably Cam and Andrea" Sierra said and opened the door. Cam.. Here we meet again.

As they walked in, they said hi and took their seats. They sat in front of Shawn and I. Why did Cam have to sit in front of me? Why not Andrea? Just why..

"So you guys are leaving tomorrow?" Cam asks as he takes a sip of his drink and looks at me.

"No we're actually leaving in a couple of hours" Shawn answers.

"Well we'll see each other againback in Santa Monica anyways" Andrea smiles and joins our conversation.

The whole family sat there, we exchanged jokes and told stories. It's been a long time since I've felt this close to a family. I thought of mine. My mom and whoever my dad was.. Or actually.. I've never had a normal family with both parents. My dad passed away before I was even born. And then my mom.. The thought of my mom made me look down, I just started at something. I had food in my mouth, and when I realized that I was staring at Cam all that time, I choked.

"Are you okay?" Cam immediately stood up, gave me a piece of paper and added. "Well that was hell of a cow" and we started laughing so hard because it reminded me/us of something.

FLASHBACK
7 Years ago

We were in a restaurant, Cam and I were sitting in front of each other with our other friend, Eric.

Eric is the type of guy, when he tells jokes, you won't get it after 5 minutes when he tries to explain it.

"And when he told them shit! He was like bam!" Eric started laughing and I looked at Cam, Cam was as confused as I was. But anyways we looked at each other and started laughing, not because of the joke but because we didn't get a thing of what he said and pretended to laugh.

Eric continued making jokes and I looked at Cam, and made a facial expression that he had to say something because it was too funny to look at Eric talking and talking without anyone understanding something.

"And guess what he told him to do?" Eric asked us after he told his joke.

"Idk? To put a cow in your mouth?" Cam said and looked at me with his -oops I swear I didn't mean it face - my mouth was full and I choked. I laughed so hard that I choked.

"Well that was hell of a cow, Sam" he added.

We all laughed, even Eric laughed so hard that he'd choke and some of his food came out. Okay that was kind of disgusting but I don't even think he understood that Cam meant that he had to shut his mouth. He just laughed.

Cam and I had the same humor. I couldn't find a better best friend than him.

Shawn's Pov "Sam!" I grabbed a tissue but Cam handed her one before I could. They both started laughing as if they could understand each other better.

The way Cam looked at Sam..

The way she looked at him.

At this moment? It seems like they've known each other for a long time. I just don't know why I feel this way.

No.. I'm wrong. Sam told me-

"Shawn?" Andrea broke into my thoughts. "How is it going with your singing career?" She asked me.

I was still concentrated at Cam and Sam but then I turned to speak with Andrea because I didn't want to be disrespectful.

"Will you excuse me?" I heard Sam say and went to the bathroom, so I just continued talking with Andrea about the contract I've gotten etc. but then I heard Cam, "is it okay that I get her a new t'shirt? She's gotten food stains all over her shirt?" Cam asked Sierra as he laughs.

It makes me think..

No I'm just overthinking.

"Have you?" Andrea asked and I just got lost. I'm so disrepectful! SHAWN! Stop overthink.

Argh!

"I'm sorry what?" And we continued talking. I thought about things in the back of my head. Why am I like this? He's my cousin! I'm not jealous, I'm just worried about Sam, that's all.

I promise.