The BULLY meets the BULLIER (Completed ♥)

XLVIII

Author's Note:

Dahil nakulitan ako sa mga comments niyo mag-a-update ako bago pumasok. Hahahaha!

B O O E Y ' S P O V

January three.

It's been days.. a week since it happens but I still can't barely sleep. It keeps on playing repeat inside my head. Those mixed emotions that makes me throw up. Each passing day I am feeling numb. Those emotions started vanishing as days passed.. Now, it's only pain and hatred.

I started wiping off my tears again. Damn these eyes! When will you stop from letting your tears fall?! I wanna rip you off. Please. Stop.

Suddenly, my phone rang. It was Alex.

Who would know she'll be the one who will comfort me on times like this? The one I thought I would hate for the rest of my life.

I slid my phone.

"speak." I finally said when she I noticed that she is still not speaking.

[Papasok ba beh?] pakiramdam ko ang lungkot ng pagkakasabi niya. Siya ba 'yong malungkot o 'yong pakiramdam ko lang?

"Yes." Ayokong mag-stay dito. Dahil one week pa bago sila bumalik ng States.

[Sige beh. See you.]

Pagka-end no'ng call, tumayo na ako sa kama at pumasok sa cr. Pagkatayo ko sa lababo, napatitig ako sa repleksyon ko.

Ako ba 'to? Mugtong-mugto ang pagod na pagod kung mata. 'Yong buhok ko, kailan ko ba huling sinuklay 'to?

"Masaya na ba kayo na nagkaganito ako?" I stupidly said to the mirror.

I started fixing myself. I am messed up inside, I won't let it reflect on my appearance.

Kumuha na ako ng tuwalya at bathrobe para maligo.

*****

I am now dressed with my uniform, wearing a heeled black shoes, a thick black Chanel glasses and a Prada bag gave as gift on my 18th birthday.

Nasa last step na ako ng hagdan ng lapitan ako ni mommy.

"Nak, hindi ka ba magbebreakfast muna bago pumasok?" Habang karga-karga niya si Nikoy.

"No na, mommy. I'll go grab some food nalang at the cafeteria. I am going to be late na." I said without wearing my glasses tsaka ako humalik sa kanila ni Nikoy.

Napahinto ako ng bigla akong may maalala. "And oh.. mommy, I'll get a driver's license na."

"Okay, I'll tell it to your dad." Pagkasabi ni mommy nun lumabas na ako at sumakay na sa backseat ng kotse na naghihintay sa harap ng bahay.

"Sa salon po tayo." Sabi ko kay tata Fer.

"Okay po ma'am"

At the Salon

"Cut it short." I said to the hair cutter.

At the School.

Simula pagkababa ko ng kotse pinagtitinginan na ako ng mga estudyante na nakakasalubong ko.

But who cares? I still continued my strut towards our classroom with my chin up.

"Si Booey ba 'yon?"