I don't want to fall in love with you because I know it's one of the stupidest decisions I could make at this point in my life.
What scares me is that I'm so close. I could see it happening. But I'm keeping away like I'm avoiding flames.
The attraction is entirely one sided and it's driving me insane. My mind is distraught with the thought of you.
It hurts to know everything was just a waste. All our conversations and moments spent together...but as friends. I never meant to like you in this way, and trust me, I'd rather not, if this is the way things are.
It kills me to see you with her. It absolutely tears up my fragile heart. You don't know how desperate I am to let go of you.
I want to forget feeling happy because of you. I want to forget laughing because of you. I want to forget the way you changed my life.
I don't know how long I can take this.
Please, just get out of my mind, sight, and heart.
YOU ARE READING
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