Teen dad (a larry stylinson fanfiction)

chapter 3 - I think i love you but i make no sound

the next morning i was a reck my eyes were swollen and i wouldn't leave my bed, i wasn't ill i was just fed up with the media attention. i think i was going mad i was feeling so paranoid that everything everyone in the world was talking about me and my reputation. in my room i didn't even switch on the television i just stared into the walls. Louis was an actually life-saver he tended to jasmine's needs he basically looked after her for the day. i was in no state to move i just listened to jasmine's sweet voice talking to Louis and louis being excellent with her, and if i dare say it better than me with her.

Ar around 3pm i heard a knocking at the door, louis went to get the door and i heard a girl's voice and i got a bit scared that it was that random blonde chick that i kissed yesterday but to my relief it was Gemma. she looked angry as hell as she barged through my door her eyes fuming.

'GET UP!' she ordered

'what?' i asked dazed

'you have been sat here all day like a lazy fucker, get up!' gemma said

'but why?' i asked

'erm i can give you a reason....jasmine?!!?' 

i sighed i would never admit it but i was terrified of my sister she would always make sure i was an amazing father she told me that i would regret it if jasmine became addicted to drugs or in prison one day. 

i got up out of bed and when i walked into the living room, the happiness in jasmine's face when she saw me made me feel so bad for basically hiding from her all day.

'DADDY! WHERE WERE YOU?' She asked basically jumping on me

'nowhere but now i am here right?' i smiled kissing her forehead

'louis said i am starting nursery soon i dont want to start nursery because you wont be there tell louis iam not going,' she stated

'louis she is not going,' i said sticking out my tounge at louis which made jasmine laugh

'you look dreadful,' louis said

'erm thanks?' i said 

'no i mean are you ill? are you ok?' he asked

'nope i am right as rain as long as i dont leave this apartment ever i'll be fine,' i said 

i said it as a joke but Gemma and Louis exchanged worried glances.

'we need to sort out these rumours, you need to set the record straight none of it's true,' gemma said

'which of the rumours do i need to say aren't true?' i asked

'well all of them...' gemma said

'even the one about me being queer or bi?' i asked

'well yes,' gemma said

i shook my head and put jasmine on my lap.

'i am not saying that i am bi or gay but even if i was why do i need to set the record straight that its not true why do people have to be informed that i am definalty not as if being gay was some sort of diesease its none of their business if they call me a queer let them,' i said

gemma thought about this 'next week you are going on an interview show the whole of UK will be watching they will ask you questions very personal ones just make sure you answer them the way you want to be answered,' 

i nodded i am glad i am in a band they can always suport me through an interview its never too intense. 

'the boys are coming round in about an hour just to hang, gemma stay please,' i said