chapter 2 - papz ruin everything

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we went to the strip club the boys were howling and hooting i couldn't help but laugh at their immaturity,  these poor girls i will defiantly make sure jasmine will never become a stripper ever. i was having a good laugh with my friends and i was enjoying myself but every now and again i kept thinking of Jasmine i hoped she was okay. i get telling myself that Gemma would phone me if something was wrong, it's just that me and jasmine have got really close lately because i have become more vunerable and felt more alone it's nice to know there is someone who relies on me constantly. we went to a dance club it was a wierd one that opened at 1pm not at night and we began dancing people sang happy birthday to me and i blew candles out of my cake i made sure to keep a piece for Jasmine. 

me and Louis were sat in the corner for a bit while everyone else was dancing. 'so is she ok??' louis asked

'yeah i just need to txt gemma to remind her to give jasmine her medicine she was feeling a bit ill last night,' i said

i whipped out my phone

- hey gemz please can you give some calpol to jasmine xx

she replied

-yeah! you have told me i haven't forgotton ;) just stop worrying about her she's fine she's having fun now it's time for you to have some fun xx

i smiled.

'Oi louis there is a girl over there she's interested in you, you should go talk to her,' Niall said patting louis back

'erm no i am fine thanks,' Louis said quietly

'come on she's fit as anything,' Niall said

'again i'm fine,' louis said

NIall seemed confused on why Louis wasn't interested but didn't think on it to much and went to chat up some other girl with firey red hair. she was fit aswell but the thing is i was never in a mood to start a relationship with a girl because

1. as soon as they find out i have a daughter they run away and don't look back they arre 19 they don't want to be with someone who has that responisbility

2. i have no time 

3. i have to think of jasmine aswell i can't have her feel neglected because of my girlfriend

i know it would be good for jasmine to have a motherly figure but i know jasmine would feel really odd with someone she didn't know and jasmine is picky as anything she wont be pleased with any girl i brought home. then a blonde girl came up to me and said 'hey baby wanna dance,' 

bloody hell it was 2pm and she was drunk as anything

'no thank you,' i said i decided i wanted to stay with louis and talk to him. 

'oh come on handsome you don't have a girlfriend do you?' she asked tugging at my shirt

'actually no but-,' i said

she pulled me up and started kissing me i couldn't pull away, my friends were hooting me on couldn't they see how much i was dislking this? but why was i disliking this usually i'd be all for kissing a girl expecially a really fit one but now i didn't want to i don't know why i felt bad as if i was letting somone down like cheating on someone. But who would i be cheating on? i wasn't in a relationship with anyone, Paige (jasmine's mother) was long gone i hadn't seen her in 2 years i never even loved her. when i pulled out everything felt blurry i went to sit down. 

'didn't seem that you were enjoying that,' louis said

i shrugged, what has happened to me?

we finally left at 4ish we did some other stuff then we went home to get changed into our evening outifits i was actually really excited for tonight. 

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